There is so much thoughts running through my mind
regret doing every things that make you sad....
not being able to eat well,
cant sleep well,
ok, i am falling sick... that what i am feeling now..

Regret
not company you to your fav lecture
not knowing so much of you
not talking to you and understand you
not sharing my past with you
not giving you ideal when you are shopping
not able to provide you what you need
not showing how much i love you
not showing my present when i am with you
being a BIG fat pig, who sleep in movie ,talking with you
always showing you my tired face
not playing ur fav sport with you
not by your side when u need me the most
not being able to be by your side when you are studying
for making you so lonely
for making you so angry
so many many many things

i just hope every things will be fine after 2 weeks
hope you are still holding on.

Please tell me, i am always here to listen to you, i promise.
i know there are somethings that are troubling you..

at least this is the only place that i am able to tell you how i feel
casue, i dont want you to feel frustrated when i sms or call you....

i am just so scared of losing you...