call me one more time

it fading away

it been long ever since you call me "baby"
in every message, I am looking forward to open
I know when I open, it going to disappointing...
but, I will always convince my self,
that you are busy.

Flipping my phone every now and then,
no smses
browsing through my hp,
realise that for the past few weeks,
there is'nt your number inside my recieve list...

I am lonely
very lonely,
maybe that the way I am been punish
for i taken too much things for granted
it really a torture....

no name
no misses
no smses life before
I am just feeling damm emo...
maybe this way, you will feel much happier
maybe this way, you will feel that your life is easier
maybe this way, you will not feel unhappy,
maybe this way, your life is more meaningful

i have no right,
to say..
casue every every things started from me...



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