I rather be your friend

I am going to sail off soon today,
will be back only by wed either night or morning...
but does it matter, since you will not be meeting me,

off and leave has no more value,
4.30 isn't something I am looking forward,
rather it something that I am not looking forward to,
sat and sun is something that just make me daze,
birthday need not to say as you have already mention
that nothing going to happen .

no more lengthy loving night message,
it had already substitute by 2 syllables words,

you asked me, why I sound so sad
I don't know how to reply
guess this is the place that will have all my answer.

no one
no one
no one......

despite saying all this things
I still love you....