27 Nov 1986, that the day when I POOP out from my mother womb,
It been 23 years down the road,
It time to think back what have I went through,
What have I done?
What is my next aim/goal in life…?
I don’t need a grand birthday celebration,
And I still can feel the love around,
Families,
Every year, they will not forget to celebrate my B’Day,
Despite with just 1 cake and a few add-on dishes,
I feel love and wanted.
Girlfriend
Even with your exam is on 28 nov,
You still gave your precious time out for me
Have a cake at bakezin instead of Ben and Jerry Cheery gacia
*ok, I am dead if I still complain haha, cause I am the one who wanna to eat the cake… *
Even though you are still feeling jealous about my 21 birthday celebration,
Erhhhhh…. Next year b’day shall give you surprise… !!! hehe….
Not a matter how much cash you put in for a celebration,
It how you appreciate people in life.
Last but not least,
Friends
Thank you guys for all your well wishes
This makes me feel that I still have lot of friends around…
Memories
There are so so so many memories
I just hope that the memories will always stay so so sweet…
As and when, when we wanted to stroll down the memories lane,
The door will always open for us, to feed us with the Sweet, bitter sour memories...
Toilet
You are so excited when you finally found the toilet,
But something very scary happen, it under renovation
That make you need to find another toilet,
But YOUR chocolate is coming out,
Then, there is another toilet,
This time no renovation (chill),
In the greatest relieve you enter to the toilet,
OH no, there leis only 2 cubic but both are not available….
What make matter worst, there is someone waiting outside...
Damn, you started to move left and right,
Thinking of some way to stop ur chocolate from coming out…
Then you started to let people notice that you are outside waiting IMPAITENTLY
Stepping your feet loudly then normal
Coughing loudly
TSK TSK loudly
Then when it your turn to enter,
OH NO…. the last user squads on the toilet sit instead of sitting
If not there is some left over on the sit cover
The worst of all no tap no toilet paper…
Well, I guess that is the worst case scenario
Does any of this thing sound familiar to you..?
haha
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
With You
I simply just enjoy and love it...
New blogshop desgin had been finalise
it damn beautiful la...
haha
How long can it last,
i really dont know
all i know is i should stop doing stupid things
simple and easy things like
finding something..
simple love... it a normal words but full of definition
need to change my self....
Need to, must to...
cant wait for you to finish your exam,
then we can do lots of things together...
LOVE LOVE..
i love my new window 6.5 looks,
but i hate the internet explorer....
WORK
Sometime i just can't stand some people
it ok if you know alot of things
but the problem is u dont know
please wake up ur F ideal
i am sick and tired of telling you to do things already
You are nthing but a lazy idiot
I just hope that you are reflect what have you done...
argggggg..... FUCK
STOP SHOWING ME THAT FUCKING FACE...
New blogshop desgin had been finalise
it damn beautiful la...
haha
How long can it last,
i really dont know
all i know is i should stop doing stupid things
simple and easy things like
finding something..
simple love... it a normal words but full of definition
need to change my self....
Need to, must to...
cant wait for you to finish your exam,
then we can do lots of things together...
LOVE LOVE..
i love my new window 6.5 looks,
but i hate the internet explorer....
WORK
Sometime i just can't stand some people
it ok if you know alot of things
but the problem is u dont know
please wake up ur F ideal
i am sick and tired of telling you to do things already
You are nthing but a lazy idiot
I just hope that you are reflect what have you done...
argggggg..... FUCK
STOP SHOWING ME THAT FUCKING FACE...
Monday, November 23, 2009
a simple message on my side bar
wow , here a short stories of 1 couple...
haha, they are quarreling,
despite of that, both of them dint want each other to know that they want each other to cheer up,
so the gf tag on the boy friend blog andthe bf tag on the gf blog...
haha, you see' some thing is left to be done that way.
they both know' but they just love it that way.
a secret reader , who silently cheering up each other,
and fyi that the way how their love start too... haha...
sound familiar, not going to eloborate more about that haha...
wow, went over to god dad flower shop,
cause ying ren parent wanted to buy some plant for their house for deco.
haha, 我们骗到了“仙人掌 ”dont know am i write, not a normal one but a catus that is going to boom..
haha, went over to mee pok eating session, waited for half and hour.
so during that time we started chatting, it some time wonderful that people know what i am trying to mean, haha...
the jeans and the white shirt stories... haha..
shopping' waaa.....
who say shopping with gf is not fun,
it damm fun lox,
now i understand why people can swipe their card so happily,
for me because your face is feel so xin fu , haha...
but anyway it buying stuff to work..
any really, you really look very beautiful on all the dress....
click click....
singing song like paparazzi, hero and wu ding,
as usual, you are asking me my hero is wrong.
haha' to be frank , sometime right sometime wrong haha....
singing, wu ding.... play and pause 2 youtuibe clip...haha..
i really didnt know my singing is air come out de..
but, really .... you really sing like me... haha...
i just love it, buying food at the middle of the night' cause my belove hungry monster is hungry,
haha,
i just love it, even thought we had some hipcup but this hipcup will be cure with some small amount of water,
no more hipcup .. hehe
i really didnt know some detail is so important,
i will really look into it....
幸福掌握在你手理....陈毅群...
要珍惜, 要珍惜.....每一天, 每一分, 每一妙.....
不要在做本蛋的事了.....
haha, they are quarreling,
despite of that, both of them dint want each other to know that they want each other to cheer up,
so the gf tag on the boy friend blog andthe bf tag on the gf blog...
haha, you see' some thing is left to be done that way.
they both know' but they just love it that way.
a secret reader , who silently cheering up each other,
and fyi that the way how their love start too... haha...
sound familiar, not going to eloborate more about that haha...
wow, went over to god dad flower shop,
cause ying ren parent wanted to buy some plant for their house for deco.
haha, 我们骗到了“仙人掌 ”dont know am i write, not a normal one but a catus that is going to boom..
haha, went over to mee pok eating session, waited for half and hour.
so during that time we started chatting, it some time wonderful that people know what i am trying to mean, haha...
the jeans and the white shirt stories... haha..
shopping' waaa.....
who say shopping with gf is not fun,
it damm fun lox,
now i understand why people can swipe their card so happily,
for me because your face is feel so xin fu , haha...
but anyway it buying stuff to work..
any really, you really look very beautiful on all the dress....
click click....
singing song like paparazzi, hero and wu ding,
as usual, you are asking me my hero is wrong.
haha' to be frank , sometime right sometime wrong haha....
singing, wu ding.... play and pause 2 youtuibe clip...haha..
i really didnt know my singing is air come out de..
but, really .... you really sing like me... haha...
i just love it, buying food at the middle of the night' cause my belove hungry monster is hungry,
haha,
i just love it, even thought we had some hipcup but this hipcup will be cure with some small amount of water,
no more hipcup .. hehe
i really didnt know some detail is so important,
i will really look into it....
幸福掌握在你手理....陈毅群...
要珍惜, 要珍惜.....每一天, 每一分, 每一妙.....
不要在做本蛋的事了.....
Friday, November 20, 2009
Chat that does not last
chatting with you doesn't last like last time
with joke and laughter,
message is plain and stern
no more loving message,
no more telling me what is happen around
it becoming from sweet to bitter
no more good night message from you
Love Bridge is full of cobweb
Paint is fading and droping
lang lang and weeds is growing wildly , covering the whole bridge
water become stagnant,
no more colourful butterflies flying around freely
instead it been replace with brown and big moth....
flower had no longer carrying vibrant colour
it's becoming dull and some are dying to get our nutrient.
it been long you ever call me baby
either in message or by calling
no longer honeymoon
do you know?
every time when i am looking through the message that you sent to me
those wonderful and loving message that will make my day.
hurt me so much.
i feel that i am treated a cold shoulder
a cold that can't be explain by words and action
a cold that is so freezing
a cold without any form of weather change
a cold that wont change water to ice
you have been on msn,
but, there is no lovely message from you again
no miss, no love...
i really need all this to nutrient me
what had happen to us,
it doesn't feel the same anymore
i need you to open up to me
i need you to tell me what is going on
tell me, please don't hide from me....
with joke and laughter,
message is plain and stern
no more loving message,
no more telling me what is happen around
it becoming from sweet to bitter
no more good night message from you
Love Bridge is full of cobweb
Paint is fading and droping
lang lang and weeds is growing wildly , covering the whole bridge
water become stagnant,
no more colourful butterflies flying around freely
instead it been replace with brown and big moth....
flower had no longer carrying vibrant colour
it's becoming dull and some are dying to get our nutrient.
it been long you ever call me baby
either in message or by calling
no longer honeymoon
do you know?
every time when i am looking through the message that you sent to me
those wonderful and loving message that will make my day.
hurt me so much.
i feel that i am treated a cold shoulder
a cold that can't be explain by words and action
a cold that is so freezing
a cold without any form of weather change
a cold that wont change water to ice
you have been on msn,
but, there is no lovely message from you again
no miss, no love...
i really need all this to nutrient me
what had happen to us,
it doesn't feel the same anymore
i need you to open up to me
i need you to tell me what is going on
tell me, please don't hide from me....
Blood Blood
Hum, it a wonderful thursday,
Get to shop with you.
You look really very beautiful with that skirt.
really it does..
will faster go and get the slipper size ..... hehe' i want i want....
Went over to city plaza to shop with her but end out she only manage to get a skirt only, haiz..
shall save more money for her to open her blogshop,
even though i have so many time constraint,
but financially should be able to help out,
DEC, bonus here we go.... yeah....
today have dinner with my god dad,
sat will have my duty,
hope sun we can donate blood together,
it really additive....
some how, i really enjoy donating blood with you....
i should not have done that,
damn it, i really hate my self...
arggggg...
不要偷吃我的零食哦。。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈
Get to shop with you.
You look really very beautiful with that skirt.
really it does..
will faster go and get the slipper size ..... hehe' i want i want....
Went over to city plaza to shop with her but end out she only manage to get a skirt only, haiz..
shall save more money for her to open her blogshop,
even though i have so many time constraint,
but financially should be able to help out,
DEC, bonus here we go.... yeah....
today have dinner with my god dad,
sat will have my duty,
hope sun we can donate blood together,
it really additive....
some how, i really enjoy donating blood with you....
i should not have done that,
damn it, i really hate my self...
arggggg...
不要偷吃我的零食哦。。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈
Thursday, November 19, 2009
心还是痛的...
什么事？
i dont know, i didnt recieve you message,
neither any call, i am so desperate for it,
i need a message or a call,
to know you are safe and sound,
not i am paranoid,
i am sure i am not paranoid,
it purely worry....
sometime, i really dont understand is the message for me?
when i read it, my mind will keep on thinking every sec...
riding back home, a long journey cause i always took a route which pass by your house,
so that i am pysically near you,
passing by your school,
always been peeping to the basketball court,
trying to see can i try my luck to spot you,
just wanna look at you,
when is the last time i met you?
sunday isnt it.
when will i be able to see you again, i dont know it myself,
what is our relationship now?
i really need to know?
you called me boyfriend when we having dinner at astro,
are we really one?
我多喜望你别对我那么冷淡.....
我还是一之
爱你的......
i dont know, i didnt recieve you message,
neither any call, i am so desperate for it,
i need a message or a call,
to know you are safe and sound,
not i am paranoid,
i am sure i am not paranoid,
it purely worry....
sometime, i really dont understand is the message for me?
when i read it, my mind will keep on thinking every sec...
riding back home, a long journey cause i always took a route which pass by your house,
so that i am pysically near you,
passing by your school,
always been peeping to the basketball court,
trying to see can i try my luck to spot you,
just wanna look at you,
when is the last time i met you?
sunday isnt it.
when will i be able to see you again, i dont know it myself,
what is our relationship now?
i really need to know?
you called me boyfriend when we having dinner at astro,
are we really one?
我多喜望你别对我那么冷淡.....
我还是一之
爱你的......
Worried~~~
Our message end at 10:42
till now there is no message from you,
i tried calling for 3 times,
no respond...
let me know, please.....
i am very worried about you.....
till now there is no message from you,
i tried calling for 3 times,
no respond...
let me know, please.....
i am very worried about you.....
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
mirror image
this is the way that you feel,
when i didnt message you,
when i didnt tell you what i m doing,
when i am sailing,
when i dont appreciate things around me.
during our msn chat'
i feel so happy' at least i am able to talk to you'
that is all mirror image of how i treat you,
as i sayin my last post, i deserved all this,
should'nt i look in to mirror early ,
if i have done that, everything would'nt be so nasty.
i wanna to hug you to sleep,
i wanna to be able to kiss you good night,
i wanna to kiss you every morning,
i want to see you doing everything,
i wanna to do every small detail things with you
i wanna you to be the most xin fu woman in the world.
and yeah'
i had a new friend called no one
when i didnt message you,
when i didnt tell you what i m doing,
when i am sailing,
when i dont appreciate things around me.
during our msn chat'
i feel so happy' at least i am able to talk to you'
that is all mirror image of how i treat you,
as i sayin my last post, i deserved all this,
should'nt i look in to mirror early ,
if i have done that, everything would'nt be so nasty.
i wanna to hug you to sleep,
i wanna to be able to kiss you good night,
i wanna to kiss you every morning,
i want to see you doing everything,
i wanna to do every small detail things with you
i wanna you to be the most xin fu woman in the world.
and yeah'
i had a new friend called no one
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I rather be your friend
I am going to sail off soon today,
will be back only by wed either night or morning...
but does it matter, since you will not be meeting me,
off and leave has no more value,
4.30 isn't something I am looking forward,
rather it something that I am not looking forward to,
sat and sun is something that just make me daze,
birthday need not to say as you have already mention
that nothing going to happen .
no more lengthy loving night message,
it had already substitute by 2 syllables words,
you asked me, why I sound so sad
I don't know how to reply
guess this is the place that will have all my answer.
no one
no one
no one......
despite saying all this things
I still love you....
will be back only by wed either night or morning...
but does it matter, since you will not be meeting me,
off and leave has no more value,
4.30 isn't something I am looking forward,
rather it something that I am not looking forward to,
sat and sun is something that just make me daze,
birthday need not to say as you have already mention
that nothing going to happen .
no more lengthy loving night message,
it had already substitute by 2 syllables words,
you asked me, why I sound so sad
I don't know how to reply
guess this is the place that will have all my answer.
no one
no one
no one......
despite saying all this things
I still love you....
Monday, November 16, 2009
call me one more time
it fading away
it been long ever since you call me "baby"
in every message, I am looking forward to open
I know when I open, it going to disappointing...
but, I will always convince my self,
that you are busy.
Flipping my phone every now and then,
no smses
browsing through my hp,
realise that for the past few weeks,
there is'nt your number inside my recieve list...
I am lonely
very lonely,
maybe that the way I am been punish
for i taken too much things for granted
it really a torture....
no name
no misses
no smses life before
I am just feeling damm emo...
maybe this way, you will feel much happier
maybe this way, you will feel that your life is easier
maybe this way, you will not feel unhappy,
maybe this way, your life is more meaningful
i have no right,
to say..
casue every every things started from me...
......
it been long ever since you call me "baby"
in every message, I am looking forward to open
I know when I open, it going to disappointing...
but, I will always convince my self,
that you are busy.
Flipping my phone every now and then,
no smses
browsing through my hp,
realise that for the past few weeks,
there is'nt your number inside my recieve list...
I am lonely
very lonely,
maybe that the way I am been punish
for i taken too much things for granted
it really a torture....
no name
no misses
no smses life before
I am just feeling damm emo...
maybe this way, you will feel much happier
maybe this way, you will feel that your life is easier
maybe this way, you will not feel unhappy,
maybe this way, your life is more meaningful
i have no right,
to say..
casue every every things started from me...
......
*Sigh*
haiz, i am not inside her Happiness list
hum, seem that she is much more a happy person
with less of my present.
Blog
thoughts that the BF is me, but.......
:(
i know you love me.....:)
sad but happy,
casue i finally get my goodbye kiss from her after 2 week
ok, gotta go to sleep..
P.S: dont eat the whole things at one short hor,
if not 2 kg become 4 kg..
but no worries, cause i will love you even u are a PIG... hehe
hum, seem that she is much more a happy person
with less of my present.
Blog
thoughts that the BF is me, but.......
:(
i know you love me.....:)
sad but happy,
casue i finally get my goodbye kiss from her after 2 week
ok, gotta go to sleep..
P.S: dont eat the whole things at one short hor,
if not 2 kg become 4 kg..
but no worries, cause i will love you even u are a PIG... hehe
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Reminder
Went for Tim Sum with Baby family,
Waaa, the Xia Jiang Ji is damn good la,
Gotta bring my family over to Tok Lok at ECP.
i really didn't know that you hate Jiu Cai,
think i really didn't pay attention on you,
That is why you say that i am insensitive.
Teng Kew baby, even thought you hate to eat but you still eat at my house,
teng kew tneg kew.
Went over to MP(marine prade) to find hair straightener cream for Rachel,
haha, it really been a long time that we went for window shopping at marine parade,
but since we cant find it over at MP, we went over to KSC(katong Shopping Centre),
damn it, i just realise that i went to the wrong car park yesterday... haha,
saw a vintage SINTEL motorbike, damn faded paint work, old school lao K type ... haha, once i am able to steal the photo from my baby, i will post it here,hahaha..
riding to car park
it always the same car park,
it always the same head bending movement,
when passing the height limit,
i just miss holding ur hand
while riding bike
i just miss you disturbing my FATS when sitting as a pillion.
i just miss you sleeping on my bike and knock your head on my helmet.
i just miss you hugging me tight tight on my bike...
Where is my good bye kiss,
where where where......
think is lost inside one corner....
must find and give me ok.....
Marriage Marriage
when will we walk down the aisle,
i need 50 k,
i have to do something about it.....
GANBATEI...
Waaa, the Xia Jiang Ji is damn good la,
Gotta bring my family over to Tok Lok at ECP.
i really didn't know that you hate Jiu Cai,
think i really didn't pay attention on you,
That is why you say that i am insensitive.
Teng Kew baby, even thought you hate to eat but you still eat at my house,
teng kew tneg kew.
Went over to MP(marine prade) to find hair straightener cream for Rachel,
haha, it really been a long time that we went for window shopping at marine parade,
but since we cant find it over at MP, we went over to KSC(katong Shopping Centre),
damn it, i just realise that i went to the wrong car park yesterday... haha,
saw a vintage SINTEL motorbike, damn faded paint work, old school lao K type ... haha, once i am able to steal the photo from my baby, i will post it here,hahaha..
riding to car park
it always the same car park,
it always the same head bending movement,
when passing the height limit,
i just miss holding ur hand
while riding bike
i just miss you disturbing my FATS when sitting as a pillion.
i just miss you sleeping on my bike and knock your head on my helmet.
i just miss you hugging me tight tight on my bike...
Where is my good bye kiss,
where where where......
think is lost inside one corner....
must find and give me ok.....
Marriage Marriage
when will we walk down the aisle,
i need 50 k,
i have to do something about it.....
GANBATEI...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
It raining ......
Drench and wet...
that is'nt a problem...
hehe, i am as strong as a bull, haha
went dinner with baby,
wow, aston food is really not that bad,
haha,even though the queue is kinda of long ,
we are lucky that we didn't had a late dinner,
casue after we finish our dinner, then queue is x3 longer than the queue we are in.
Cute Cute day, 13 Nov..
haha, went shopping at PS, for all the cute cute stuff,
and i had a cute towel , haha, even thought i keep insisting that i should take the hers towel....haha, casue i found it so love that i am using her towel and she is using mine,haha...But , anyway.. thanks baby... haha
chopstick, laptop bag( lucky casue only last pcs left)beautiful "swee",sticky note from precious thoughts,cup lead, towel, bed sheet fitting and some flies.... Hum....
we went over to precious thoughts hoping to find a bear from me to you...
walking all over PS, i really hate PS layout now, why they can change the location of store so fast, one month here another month there... KOAZ...
well, today having brunch with my baby family at east coast, just hope that it wount rain, get to see her again.... hehe
i am jealous, but what should i do..... haiz...
Your temper is quite hot wor,
i like to see you smile more....
i love you.... my love....
that is'nt a problem...
hehe, i am as strong as a bull, haha
went dinner with baby,
wow, aston food is really not that bad,
haha,even though the queue is kinda of long ,
we are lucky that we didn't had a late dinner,
casue after we finish our dinner, then queue is x3 longer than the queue we are in.
Cute Cute day, 13 Nov..
haha, went shopping at PS, for all the cute cute stuff,
and i had a cute towel , haha, even thought i keep insisting that i should take the hers towel....haha, casue i found it so love that i am using her towel and she is using mine,haha...But , anyway.. thanks baby... haha
chopstick, laptop bag( lucky casue only last pcs left)beautiful "swee",sticky note from precious thoughts,cup lead, towel, bed sheet fitting and some flies.... Hum....
we went over to precious thoughts hoping to find a bear from me to you...
walking all over PS, i really hate PS layout now, why they can change the location of store so fast, one month here another month there... KOAZ...
well, today having brunch with my baby family at east coast, just hope that it wount rain, get to see her again.... hehe
i am jealous, but what should i do..... haiz...
Your temper is quite hot wor,
i like to see you smile more....
i love you.... my love....
Friday, November 13, 2009
excited
today is the day,
finally I am able to see her,
excited excited
wanted to go winsland conservation house,
but, it under renovation...
haiz, does place really important?
I always think so complicated where it just so simple,
this is why I always spoilt the whole thing....
just hoping today will be fine,
just hope that we will hold hand together,
walk toward our future....
finally I am able to see her,
excited excited
wanted to go winsland conservation house,
but, it under renovation...
haiz, does place really important?
I always think so complicated where it just so simple,
this is why I always spoilt the whole thing....
just hoping today will be fine,
just hope that we will hold hand together,
walk toward our future....
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
dilemma
I had so many places for fri dinner,
but i dont know which one to choose from...
well, i shall make up my mind the first thing in the morning...
My Left tump hurts,
arg.... what a clumsy me..
2 More day...YEAH!!!
Hope every things just be fine for us..
I had so much things to learn..
Crane: Operating crane ain't a simple task,
so many hand movement, so many level to push...
argggg, i must learn it ...
i must master it...
JIA YUO YI Qun
Baby, I wannna to tell you how much i Miss you...
I wannna to shout out loud how much i love you...
Jia you ok ....
But dont hurt yourself in your sports..
LOVE.....
but i dont know which one to choose from...
well, i shall make up my mind the first thing in the morning...
My Left tump hurts,
arg.... what a clumsy me..
2 More day...YEAH!!!
Hope every things just be fine for us..
I had so much things to learn..
Crane: Operating crane ain't a simple task,
so many hand movement, so many level to push...
argggg, i must learn it ...
i must master it...
JIA YUO YI Qun
Baby, I wannna to tell you how much i Miss you...
I wannna to shout out loud how much i love you...
Jia you ok ....
But dont hurt yourself in your sports..
LOVE.....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
For 3 days,
i haven seen you once,
what are you doing?
it always the question that i am asking my self..
how do you react when you see my message..
i need you....
1 Corinthians 10:13
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
i haven seen you once,
what are you doing?
it always the question that i am asking my self..
how do you react when you see my message..
i need you....
1 Corinthians 10:13
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Monday, November 09, 2009
too quiet
practically I can throw my handphone away,
it just too quiet,
there is no other function other then my htcphone, cause there is a data sim
, for me to use my rss reader to refresh again and again on your blog, knowing what happen in your life lately,
I need you to flood my phone, my life with all the wonderful messages,
they really make my day, it will keep me smile.
with your cutness and care, my day will be full of energy.
As usual I am excited to meet you , this feeling come ever since I first met you
, but, I am scare too,
I scare I can't make it on time,
I don't want to disappoint you, cause I suddenly need to go for overnight sailing on thursday.
just hoping that every things will just run smoothly and I will be back on fri morning... haiz....
biscally, I just need you in my life.
I really misses you alot, please come back to me.
I am hoping that you are seeing my blog.
do you still love me?
do you miss me?
will it be difficult for you not to sms and call me?
I want to talk to you ,
I don't know the answer.
I want to ask so many question,
I need to see you,
I want to hug you telling you every things is alrite.
I wanna to tuck you to sleep at night,
I want to say good morning to you,
I want to say good night and see you at love bridge.
I want to disturb you when you say u are hungry, and eventually get you your food,
I want to see and hear you saying you love me, telling me that you want to be with me forever.
but, if I were to, will you be turn off by me.
just wanna to hear you saying I love you...
I no longer look forward sat nor sun
neither do I looking forward my off day.
I want to go oversea with you,
I still had 5 days leave, I don't want to take leave sit my self in front of my computer refreshing your blog every now and then. I want to spend time with you, but I need to know if are able to too.
I really don't know what goal do I have, ever since we didn't meet.
I had so much time in the past and why didn't I use it,
when every things is going down hill, I start to regret this and that,
what the use?
fuck, I hate myself.
off day tomorrow what should I do?
bring me to him
make me a better person
it just too quiet,
there is no other function other then my htcphone, cause there is a data sim
, for me to use my rss reader to refresh again and again on your blog, knowing what happen in your life lately,
I need you to flood my phone, my life with all the wonderful messages,
they really make my day, it will keep me smile.
with your cutness and care, my day will be full of energy.
As usual I am excited to meet you , this feeling come ever since I first met you
, but, I am scare too,
I scare I can't make it on time,
I don't want to disappoint you, cause I suddenly need to go for overnight sailing on thursday.
just hoping that every things will just run smoothly and I will be back on fri morning... haiz....
biscally, I just need you in my life.
I really misses you alot, please come back to me.
I am hoping that you are seeing my blog.
do you still love me?
do you miss me?
will it be difficult for you not to sms and call me?
I want to talk to you ,
I don't know the answer.
I want to ask so many question,
I need to see you,
I want to hug you telling you every things is alrite.
I wanna to tuck you to sleep at night,
I want to say good morning to you,
I want to say good night and see you at love bridge.
I want to disturb you when you say u are hungry, and eventually get you your food,
I want to see and hear you saying you love me, telling me that you want to be with me forever.
but, if I were to, will you be turn off by me.
just wanna to hear you saying I love you...
I no longer look forward sat nor sun
neither do I looking forward my off day.
I want to go oversea with you,
I still had 5 days leave, I don't want to take leave sit my self in front of my computer refreshing your blog every now and then. I want to spend time with you, but I need to know if are able to too.
I really don't know what goal do I have, ever since we didn't meet.
I had so much time in the past and why didn't I use it,
when every things is going down hill, I start to regret this and that,
what the use?
fuck, I hate myself.
off day tomorrow what should I do?
bring me to him
make me a better person
Sunday, November 08, 2009
It so sad to see you online but cant chat with you..... as what you said, lets give each sometime to cool down, i respect that.
i just can't wait for fri to come....
so i can see you,
have dinner with you....
went over to ECP for WCD.... Good memories keep flashing on my mind.
i really regret not spending my time with you
Why i always treasure things when i am about to lose it.
i have learn to treasure and love things when things are not bad.
finally i had paint my door, after so so so long, didnt realise that the door paint actually turn from white to yellow already, hum...no more masking tape..
and you must be reading it and saying WOW, finally...haha
well, tomorow will be doing my duty
dan dan just called me,
asking me about jac bike thingy,
casue of her road tax and installment,
haiz, going to be poor poor poor again....
shall set aside some money...
like what you always told me,
i should start saving, casue i had too many IN case situation le...
shall go to sleep le, casue had to wake up at 5am...
night night.....
i miss you, i miss sleepy and of course i miss shaggy.....
p.s: anyway about the catus, well i see the condition of the catus already...
try not to water it too much...think, 2 week water once can le
casue it started to rot from the inside..
i just can't wait for fri to come....
so i can see you,
have dinner with you....
went over to ECP for WCD.... Good memories keep flashing on my mind.
i really regret not spending my time with you
Why i always treasure things when i am about to lose it.
i have learn to treasure and love things when things are not bad.
finally i had paint my door, after so so so long, didnt realise that the door paint actually turn from white to yellow already, hum...no more masking tape..
and you must be reading it and saying WOW, finally...haha
well, tomorow will be doing my duty
dan dan just called me,
asking me about jac bike thingy,
casue of her road tax and installment,
haiz, going to be poor poor poor again....
shall set aside some money...
like what you always told me,
i should start saving, casue i had too many IN case situation le...
shall go to sleep le, casue had to wake up at 5am...
night night.....
i miss you, i miss sleepy and of course i miss shaggy.....
p.s: anyway about the catus, well i see the condition of the catus already...
try not to water it too much...think, 2 week water once can le
casue it started to rot from the inside..
i want you to know,
no matter what had happen,
i will always love you,
no matter what.
No matter how you shouted at me,
No matter how you chase me out,
No matter how far you drifted,
No matter what happen,
No matter it past or future..
No matter is near or far..
No matter you are sick,
No matter how you become,
No matter today or tomorrow,
No matter every Hour,Min or Second,
You will be the one who i love.
You will be the only woman that Tan Yi Qun will only love
i shall wait for you,
i shall be there for you,
i shall treasure all the memories,
i shall be the only one who you can rely on,
i shall be the one who support you,
i shall be there to listen to you,
i shall be there one who pick you up if you fall,
i shall be there and i will always be there.....
no matter what had happen,
i will always love you,
no matter what.
No matter how you shouted at me,
No matter how you chase me out,
No matter how far you drifted,
No matter what happen,
No matter it past or future..
No matter is near or far..
No matter you are sick,
No matter how you become,
No matter today or tomorrow,
No matter every Hour,Min or Second,
You will be the one who i love.
You will be the only woman that Tan Yi Qun will only love
i shall wait for you,
i shall be there for you,
i shall treasure all the memories,
i shall be the only one who you can rely on,
i shall be the one who support you,
i shall be there to listen to you,
i shall be there one who pick you up if you fall,
i shall be there and i will always be there.....
were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never dieno!you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl, don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
i know that you’ll be back babe
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you’ll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time
of time
you’ll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
i’m part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
don’t you know you can’t escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (and we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
no way you’re never gonna shake me (oh baby)
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
you’ll always be a part of me (yeah yeah oooohhhh)
i’m part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
boy don’t you know you can’t escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby (no no)
and we’ll linger on (you and I will always be)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me (you & I)
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby (you & I)
you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be
Saturday, November 07, 2009
There is so much thoughts running through my mind
regret doing every things that make you sad....
not being able to eat well,
cant sleep well,
ok, i am falling sick... that what i am feeling now..
Regret
not company you to your fav lecture
not knowing so much of you
not talking to you and understand you
not sharing my past with you
not giving you ideal when you are shopping
not able to provide you what you need
not showing how much i love you
not showing my present when i am with you
being a BIG fat pig, who sleep in movie ,talking with you
always showing you my tired face
not playing ur fav sport with you
not by your side when u need me the most
not being able to be by your side when you are studying
for making you so lonely
for making you so angry
so many many many things
i just hope every things will be fine after 2 weeks
hope you are still holding on.
Please tell me, i am always here to listen to you, i promise.
i know there are somethings that are troubling you..
at least this is the only place that i am able to tell you how i feel
casue, i dont want you to feel frustrated when i sms or call you....
i am just so scared of losing you...
regret doing every things that make you sad....
not being able to eat well,
cant sleep well,
ok, i am falling sick... that what i am feeling now..
Regret
not company you to your fav lecture
not knowing so much of you
not talking to you and understand you
not sharing my past with you
not giving you ideal when you are shopping
not able to provide you what you need
not showing how much i love you
not showing my present when i am with you
being a BIG fat pig, who sleep in movie ,talking with you
always showing you my tired face
not playing ur fav sport with you
not by your side when u need me the most
not being able to be by your side when you are studying
for making you so lonely
for making you so angry
so many many many things
i just hope every things will be fine after 2 weeks
hope you are still holding on.
Please tell me, i am always here to listen to you, i promise.
i know there are somethings that are troubling you..
at least this is the only place that i am able to tell you how i feel
casue, i dont want you to feel frustrated when i sms or call you....
i am just so scared of losing you...
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Monday, November 02, 2009
opppsssss, my baby is sleeping so soundly while hugging SHAGGY....
haha, my fault actually,Make her wait for more than 2 hours, SORRY bABY.... think my love will just wake up in the middle of the night, searching for food ,haha , PIG ... hehe
Well, i had a BALU KU on my head thanks the BEER,arg, i am not drinking but thank to the magic of mother nature FOG, difference in temp fog up my glasses.
Sometime i just dont understand some ppl, cant help even a thing, why are there human who is so so so so lazy.... arg...... i simply just fucking hate them.....
While if my baby is reading my blog , she must be smiling and say " you also know,haha, look at the mirror"
haha, my fault actually,Make her wait for more than 2 hours, SORRY bABY.... think my love will just wake up in the middle of the night, searching for food ,haha , PIG ... hehe
Well, i had a BALU KU on my head thanks the BEER,arg, i am not drinking but thank to the magic of mother nature FOG, difference in temp fog up my glasses.
Sometime i just dont understand some ppl, cant help even a thing, why are there human who is so so so so lazy.... arg...... i simply just fucking hate them.....
While if my baby is reading my blog , she must be smiling and say " you also know,haha, look at the mirror"
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