book out.....already spend $50 buck, dont ask me why.......lol....
raining so heavily, using my ook out bag which is the reebok one...
for shelter ....... cause taking a lift from brendon dad car........

reach home, mum cook for me "MEE SUA" with 2 egg.... cause it my chinese birthday...
woo... i myself didnt even remember it.....lol.... so nice of mum....i love her....

go meet ta tou,went over to jalan kayu.. and feel wired ridding my bike.it At first, i have diffcultly ignition my bike.then when i ride it, it seems that i am riding a vespa a very very very old vespa.damn slow , even on TPE, the bike just dont come back alive.. unless i have to drag it to 8k rpm.SUCK,bike giving wired sound too..... eeeeeeeeeee....
nvm, dont talk about bike..
after that go to seletar damn... lighting everywhere..scary lox... damn cold some more...
looking at do tou hair, it stand so.. unatually.... wired wired de tou fa...... it just very supernatural.... that's all i can said..lol.... funny
then a jurong birdpark bus, pass us by.That is when ta tou suddenly turn and said eeeeeee...
asking her what happen, she said.. she saw a blue face inside the bus... but i dint see lei....
sound very very very wired ..... lol

I know u are in a very diffcult position
I know u are making choice very hesitating
I know i should not be like this
but, i just can't control......
cause i love you!!






my da tou ....... lol.....

fri, book out.... went over to Kbox at parklane with kok heng,chor yeow....
but when we ... went up to the level...

i am like... saying..."heng xiang mei yuo le lehx"
kok heng "a.... wei shen me mei yuo.... wa.. lau... lian k box dan wo shi bai chi, sobsob"
chor yeow and me laughing all the way at kok heng.... lol.....
then we decide to go over to marina square.... for our k box sining session....
wa.. a big room they book.... sing song ,laugh here laugh there
till birdbird came......

after k box singing, we went over to cineleisure for our movie screening , went over to buy the
ticket le, "hitman"....after that went over for our SUPPER..... cause i am supper dupper HUNGRY.......
kok heng.. want to eat karchang puteh at pasta mania so i ask i help him ask...
excuse me, do u have spagati with karchan puteh... they were like.. laughing at us...
then choryeow pull me away...lol.. said "sorry,my friends is crazy"
eat my alfungi with tussili.... put cheese and chlli frake to kok heng bag.. casue he said his mum
like to eat... lol.... even put a plate of spaghetti to his bag too.... whahaha... think birdbird cannot tahan us le...

MOVIE screening, hitman.... wa... all fall asleep.... too tired le... casue that show was like 0230 start... after watching it like 0400++ le.....
head back home sleep for a little while then have to go do volunteer at peace haven old folks home which is located at upper changi road north...
thx to kelly, cause i dont know the time to meet then bo bian..... have to message her to ask her wake up le give me a call.... so tired....






went over there wa... all wearing navy t-shirt... iam not told to weart... sian sian... then bo bian... wear my casual shirt lox....
bing thoes ah gong ah ma.. down to the canival which held below...
they are like .. so happy,cute and considerate.....
i started to miss them..
ther is one ah gong, wa..... keep smiling at me.... duno but he really make my day......
wa.. a tiring day. for me

feeling pretty down right now...
dont know why, but just feeling down...
maybe becasue of somewords my friends said...
that is really irrating to me...
Contribute so much and this is what i get...
Well, To be frank , YOU DID NOTHING..!!
sitting there playing ur psp all day long....
thought u will have some selfdiscipline...
but eventually u didnt..

all you did is giving comment ,comment ,comment....
well, maybe u are just jealous that i can do thing better then you....
casue i do thing with confident..
YESh... you did contribute...
but a little... while i am doing thing where are you....
alittle thing only... want to give up..
expect ppl to cover ur ass....
you want to have apointment
when u have apointment you did nthing
nthing is free man, earn it...
c'mon please grow up....
i have enough , enough...


fianlly, finish cursing and swearing... feeling much better now....

everyday doing P.O.C thingy... damn tired...
some more some ppl dont appriecated...it...
what i know is that i do what is correct..
WO MEI DUI BU QI ZHI JI...
too many thing to edit, too many thing to amend....
everyday need change......thing...
everyday have to stayup till late late days...
waking up at 5 in the morning...
haiz....... why am i toturing my self.....
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

thx for ur message...
it really make my day....
without it, there is nthing i can do..
to release my STRESS

A birthday Sabo at NAVY CAMP....
15 men armed with pickly Powder....
came to my room ,while i am doing my passing out ceremony thingy

dragging me to the toilet , while they sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song for me....
feeling so touch, then here come the powder....pouring so many powder till it get to my eyes
.. they notice it and spare me goggles to cover my eyes.. again... here come the powder....
Next, cold water directly from the Water cooler.... wooooo... shilvering that wat i can said....

what a memorable BIrthday celebrration.....


to be continue....