book out.....already spend $50 buck, dont ask me why.......lol....
raining so heavily, using my ook out bag which is the reebok one...
for shelter ....... cause taking a lift from brendon dad car........

reach home, mum cook for me "MEE SUA" with 2 egg.... cause it my chinese birthday...
woo... i myself didnt even remember it.....lol.... so nice of mum....i love her....

go meet ta tou,went over to jalan kayu.. and feel wired ridding my bike.it At first, i have diffcultly ignition my bike.then when i ride it, it seems that i am riding a vespa a very very very old vespa.damn slow , even on TPE, the bike just dont come back alive.. unless i have to drag it to 8k rpm.SUCK,bike giving wired sound too..... eeeeeeeeeee....
nvm, dont talk about bike..
after that go to seletar damn... lighting everywhere..scary lox... damn cold some more...
looking at do tou hair, it stand so.. unatually.... wired wired de tou fa...... it just very supernatural.... that's all i can said..lol.... funny
then a jurong birdpark bus, pass us by.That is when ta tou suddenly turn and said eeeeeee...
asking her what happen, she said.. she saw a blue face inside the bus... but i dint see lei....
sound very very very wired ..... lol

I know u are in a very diffcult position
I know u are making choice very hesitating
I know i should not be like this
but, i just can't control......
cause i love you!!






my da tou ....... lol.....

just came back home from my coffee section alone at ECP....
as usual, White choclate dream for me....get something different instead of getting a chicago cheese cake, i got for myself a wild mixed berry.... taste just like my cheese cake but with berry only.....

i am always waiting for book out...
so that i can see you...
i always hate sunday
cause i cant see you....
you are the only one which
make me feel that way....

looking at this pic ..

i should be happy....

BUT....... haiz....

maybe you will know why?

feeling pretty down right now...
dont know why, but just feeling down...
maybe becasue of somewords my friends said...
that is really irrating to me...
Contribute so much and this is what i get...
Well, To be frank , YOU DID NOTHING..!!
sitting there playing ur psp all day long....
thought u will have some selfdiscipline...
but eventually u didnt..

all you did is giving comment ,comment ,comment....
well, maybe u are just jealous that i can do thing better then you....
casue i do thing with confident..
YESh... you did contribute...
but a little... while i am doing thing where are you....
alittle thing only... want to give up..
expect ppl to cover ur ass....
you want to have apointment
when u have apointment you did nthing
nthing is free man, earn it...
c'mon please grow up....
i have enough , enough...


fianlly, finish cursing and swearing... feeling much better now....

everyday doing P.O.C thingy... damn tired...
some more some ppl dont appriecated...it...
what i know is that i do what is correct..
WO MEI DUI BU QI ZHI JI...
too many thing to edit, too many thing to amend....
everyday need change......thing...
everyday have to stayup till late late days...
waking up at 5 in the morning...
haiz....... why am i toturing my self.....
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

thx for ur message...
it really make my day....
without it, there is nthing i can do..
to release my STRESS

just right after 0000 hrs on 26 nov 2006

friends sent me birthday message by msn/message..

but sorry guys, i have already fall asleep... le...whah
always the one who fall asleep so easily...

but anywhere here is the one .....which is more unique and touches me....

this is my frist time having my birthday in camp....

siao liao lox..., tagan tagan .... haiz....

THX DA TOU......lol...

so sorry have fall asleep.....unwilly!!!