what have i done

there are so many things that i have done that is irreversible

there is nothing i can do to forgive myself,
i am responsible for all the action,
There is no need to point finger anymore,
i am noting but trouble,
Now i have left a very deep scar on you,
salt have been apply instead of medication
the pain you going through is what i cant describe,

i promise to look after you,
but i fail,
i promise to shower care and concern,
yet i didn't fulfilled,
if time can be turn back,
i wont make you my girl,
cause you had suffer too much really too much with me.

all i can do is to pray,
pray for your health,
pray for your studies,
pray that you will always be happy.

looking back at the footstep,
that i and you have walk,
there is only my footstep left,
under my feet,
you have stop at the junction,
i had miss it,
no way of turning back.

there is so much things that i can make it happen,
but yet, i refuse to.
now i make things happen,
there are not suppose to.
no one force me to,
i choose my own path.

will you walk with me till our road finish?
or
will you spread the road with me and continue our journey?

There is no one who love me like you do,
nobody will replace you in my heart,
cause you are who you are.