one step at a time...

What am i going to do about it?

well, guess had to use time to heal things.
time time time, heal everything!!!

since now i had cut my hair,
i actually thought of piercing some part of my body or tattoo to remind myself of things that i had done wrong.

well, at the end, why do i need to?
another why? see, i always thought of why why why?
like asking myself, Why did she do that?
Why did she want to end our close to 2 years relationship?
Why do i always make her angry?
now instead of asking WHY?
i will ask myself , what things had went wrong?
what should i do now?
what should i do to prevent things from happening again?

now get back to topic of what i should do.
get my class 2a license
since my current bike is giving me so much problem and headache,
i am going to upgrade and change bike to cb400 (super 4)
and i can save alot from maintenance.
got speed and NO MORE 2t..... yeah..

save money
for my last 23 years...
i always think, why do i need to save?
use it when i have it, wont it be better?
don't have money then don't spend.
yup, this is really a BIG wrong why and answer that i had given myself.

next slim down, since i had already lose 5kg in 2 days. i am going to hit my own target..
65 kg... yup, FYI, 2 days ago i am 78 now i am 73. The magical power of breaking up.

what do i learn from this?
i learn to be sensitive.
i learn to understand people more.
i learn not to take things for granted.
i learn to knock on people door and wait for people to open.(very rude of me in the past)
i learn to listen to love one needs and wants.
i learn to update my blog when happy and sad.
i learn to schedule my time with my love one.
i learn that bath is action, bathe is the correct word to use.
i learn that many is countable , much is uncountable.
i learn to bring my future love one wherever i go, of course, ask her if she want to join me and my friends.
i learn to treasure every small and big things people had done and helped me.
i learn that 思心 is the key to everything,
as my mum told me. Learn to look at others feeling even though sometime you will feel "wei qu". Don't always think about yourself.
i have learn to control my emotion.
i have learn that DONT be too suspicious.
If i am in doubt, ask?
it never too late to learn things, as long as i willing to change!!!
NO MORE PAST YI QUN
I am looking forward for a future YIQUN
YEAH!!!!

When so many things had gone wrong. i know that i had done something right.

learn to love people around me
even though i learn this from a very very painful and hurtful lesson.
but yes, that is a learning point for me,
yi qun yi qun dont take things for granted anymore....

i know that i cant forget you
i know that i still love you
if one day any day, you were to hold my hand again
i will hold back yours tightly and tell you,
"i am sorry , i love you!!!"


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