Thursday, January 11, 2007

My past

"Cannot compare so many thing's in life"
Well this is quote from "Mr Koh", at first i don't really understand what it mean. But while riding home , there is thought just like a "snap" in my mind.
For me, i did go trough many high and low, but it not really those happening type like those famous.i am from EM2 can said it the last class in Bedok View Pri, at home i am the useless brag.COMPARING to my cousin whether is at my mum side or dad side.all of them is like Normal Academic,Express,Special,Poly,undergrad.Me just a Nitech /Higher Nitech student.Always been compare by relative , mum and dad didn't show face of disappointment but i my self know that they are quite disappointed to me . I always told myself , how do i prove that i am can score well. Well at least my "N" level did proof something .i get 2 five,2 three and 2 two.
i actually indent to take up biochemical course conduct by ite (nitech) cert, but eventually i choose Mechanical Technology . At the point of time , i actually wanted to help in my father work place in silk screen which actually is pneumatic and air compressor.But eventually is winded down, i am quite frustrated when i am at these course. totally worthless. But since i pick up these course , it my choice my life. Blame who ....
after nitech i actually wanted to stop studying , but after further consideration , i do think that i need higher cert. Which make me wanted to join "Higher Nitech in Mechanical Engineering" but my GPA is way too low to get in.I when to find my section head in ITE Macpherson to get a letter from him to get in to HIGHER NITECH in Tampines. But he did said that i am not able to get in. It really disapoint me , but in order to presude my cert. i get my gut, put down my pride and get to Tampines ITE to speak to the section head there.Mr Chow tat meng, he actually said that my previous section head did write a E-mail to him saying that "i am wild but can be tame"
well, thx both section head, for believing in me , i did show you that i can do it , now i am TOP 3 student in school.
i reallly thx every single one who actually have helped me one way or other.
for now i dont compare my self with other, cause i know that i actually can do it,even thought i take a longer step then other's.At least that i try , so guys remember that never gave up, believe in your self cause you are the only one who can help your self not other's...
Trust me if you really understand what that mean's , then you can be more suscessful then ME.
WAY TO GO!!!!!!!

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