It raining for the past 24 hours, thought that i can sort my feeling out . But still it the same....going to graduate in 4 months time .Going in to navy anytime after 4 months. What will i be doing there, Who will miss me , which Vessel will i be going , where would the vessel bring me to ?

It all question to me ..

It only not more then 10 days, I fall in love with her..... At first is a crush, but sooner later i realise that i am in love. Dare not go for it anymore , think just love her silently.Don't wish to be rejected again. Hate that, but have to know that life is full of miracle and sudden fall, well still have to accept it . Life still have to go on........

Confuse
I receive a message saying that i am selfish and no thoughts for other..What actually have i done... ..... maybe you are right, i am selfish . Who on earth is not selfish?,No thoughts for other:Maybe i only care for my self without realising that i actually hurt another person .... but you should tell me , maybe i have said the wrong word ....or wrong action..
If i really done something that hurt you ... .I am truly sorry....it up to you to accept my apologise.But really hope that you accept it ...!!!

wish that 4 months would past fast... So that i can go to my belove sea, let her hug me.Hear my saddness & happiness.... And put all those saddness all behind Once and for all!!!!!