Getting myself prepare for Navy training, Forced myself to go swimming and jogging every day in alternately.Get my self tired so i dont need to think all those useless thing.
My project is running well, think last is the report(Thx Pei lee for helping on my report writing)


Been asking myself , what do i want for life...
Pretty stress this month, my navy life is drawing near..
I am looking for the future inside it..
Why am i so stress...????

Really lucky for me that ZM and Dan is always there for my nagging.
They are always there when i really in need.

Thx Shi yun for her concern and good listening ear....

My heart is dead
There is always a maybe in all my question
I know that you are trying to understand me
But it diffcult to ....
You put in effort...
But did i ???
Been puzzel what is going on in me.
Everything is crushing on me.

I am so scare for my Final Year Exam...
Guess i have to start revison real soon....
if i have neglect anyone, Please tolerate for the time being...

****My clutch lever..the picture actually can see it hanging there by the cable.)

I am damn mad now.....
I can't believe there is people around who is so irresponsible..
My clutch lever break in to two, lucky there is passerby who bring my motor up.
damn pissed...now...

Have to tow my bike to motor shop......

argggggggg

what an unlucky day!!!!
who can i blame... NO ONE at all, should i said it my fault.. for not careful.....
angry also no use.... what is done is done le...
be more careful next time i guess

Just woke up, lesson start at 8 but i am still at home.. Decided not to go school today...
Wanted to gave my self a rest.. From seeing fellow team mate in project...

I am reallly tired , trying to make myself happy.. which only last for sometime before my mood is back...i just hate it, So stressful.everything i do cannot make it happy .. How must i overcome it, I dont really know..IT SO STRESSFUL.


i'm going crazy
who will be the one comfort me
who will understand how i feel
who know what i am thinking
postive thinking is now negative thinking

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some picture took yesterday..







When Meeting with Dandan same old routine.....
After sending her home.... To woodland...

**
Pass by her house...
i really realise i miss her.
so wish i can see her again....
But.......
**

I am totally Stress up to the MAX!!!!!!!!!!!

My project isn't progress well....All my thing is turning up side.

Project report (NOT DONE)
Project Presentation(NOT DONE)
Project Draft(NOT DONE)

Every thing is not done.. my date due is reaching soon.
arggggggg....

Really wanted to gave up, on it...
Wanted to just kick my Bloody project till it broke to pieces.
I really hate what i did now..
Everyday report school, face my team member and teacher .
it just make it Moodless, just want to get out from class and go ECP relax what ever i can...
I HATE IT....

Stress up, Today monday.. Gotta do lot of project stuff,Have lot to complete .. Dont know where to start first or Do first...... Stress up...Manage to think of what to do but...just cant put my self in to type either a thing .... what am i doing .. I need to concentrate on my study ...

Please someone bring me up... I am totaly Down to earth.

"Gave it Back, Gave it Back"

That the most important sentence from the movie (Ghost Tunnel)

When over to Ngee Ann poly for the open house, Meet kelvin at tampines MRT. Took Mrt and bus... I very long didn't take public Transport le.... So boring lox.. Hate Waiting for Bus, Squeeze with other commuter.

Carrying a laptop wanted to do my Project report in the train , BUT......After Switching on my laptop..Typing a few sentence. I gave up on it.. just cant think of anything in my head...at the end , play COH(company Of Hero) Instead..

Once we reach there, went straight to Atrium for the ME(Mechanical Engineering) Dept, Ask a few question about the entry of the Course.... BLa Bla BLA Bla

Important Point:3.5 is the important GPA cut of point.

Math's is very difficult in poly

No exemption if start from First YEAR

Have to start from sketch again......

Went to Wealth Fountain...

and get to know a korean Guy.....

wating for him to sent me the photo..

Went after NP went over to suntec to watch GHOST TUNNEL,2pit ghost show. Lousily Stories line,Firstly it so diffcult to understand .At the end I still can't get it.

Why should i Waste money to scare my self....

How can i make myself Smile.....

I am so scare to SMS you.....

A few message .. and that it......

well, I miss you!!!

This Song is compose for friends...
It may be simple words, But truly From my heart.


When I am lonely
Who are the one who will Beside me

When i am Down
Who are the one who pull me up.

You are the one
Who lead brightness For me
Always there for me
When hardness came upon
we over come together
Share what we have learn

The stories will go on
Till the last breath of us.
The friendship carry on like
the breath we are breathing on

Temasake Poly Open-House
Went over to Temasake Poly for their Open House,Dunno what make me go there.On the way there by riding,Keep thinking,talking to my self.... How i wish i can enter poly...
But the problem is i only have 50/50 percent only to enter to Poly, But too bad, Temasake poly dont have Mechanical Engineering Course. Tomorrow have to go NeeAngPoly to see le ba...
Just hope that my Navy officer can let me study , even they don't approve . I would apply for a part time one....

Someone pray for me , I really wanted to go get a Diploma....
Please GOD!!!

Rescue Of Tire

Called my dad to help me mend my tire suddenly realize that my tire cap cover is been stolen again... This time only the rear one....Damn it.... Just hate those idiot who keep stealing other's thing , Do nothing sit at void deck, don't want to work....

Back to Tire rescue, Dad pull out two nail, (damn those ppl who keep dropping nail). It my 5th time already..Dad stuff dunno like worm thingy...

Cool dad is so good in all thing's....
I love you ..Mummy,Daddy,Sibling's

3.3.1 Member Please Take Note

To 3.3.1 Group Member

I have create a New Logo For 3.3.1 ....Feel Free To Comment....

If it is OK, Please Place it in your Blog Thx...

Best Regards

PassiononEarth,J.T

(Jerertan)

A Member Of 3.3.1 Group

Exam Drawing Near....
March

I didnt take the initialtive To take out my Quality Techqnique book to read....
Wondering where i should start from...
Well after Exam ... and i am going in to NAVY le..... no time to play no time for camp...

Hopefully there is ppl who will MISS Me.....

Just Hate Project

My project is killing me ....

Cant get it done , It always the Same Old fault.
Been busy for project since sch reopen..
Doing the Planning, Fabricating, Milling.... And thinking...
It all under me .. It like the Big stone crushing on to me.....
today again.. the same old thing happen... Project member didnt turn up. Only 2 person working on the Damn MoFu(mother F***king) project... Drilling it to get the thing match up.. The bracket didnt actually cover it.. Useless.. Have to think anotherway to match it back...

Still have like ton's of thing to do... Presentation, Report Writing,Darfting...
Shit it......
...

It Killing Me!!!!


Who understand me....

Early in the morning , get myself prepare for Class 2A (400 cc) Bike Revision.
wanted to send a Morning message to her, puzzel for 1 hour and fianlly sent her a message.
Even thought she didnt reply ... but still i am happy....At least i know that i have tired.(maybe she is busy or having her service ...at church....)

You are always in my dream, even thought i dont know when will be the next meet... But still looking forward to that very day...

It raining , my mind is still refreshing back what happen yesterday...
using helmet knocking each other, pinching your cheek,Singing song at ECP(我的未来不是梦)..
Today keep listening to this song ....
smiling to myself.....hoping that yesterday would not end .

But still, have to face reality ... looking forward for a better tomorrow ....



I Miss you !!!!
(When will we be meeting each other again)

Today weather is so GOOD!!!!


After 2 days of 48 hour showering .. the temp is so cool..


wanted to ask her out today , but just dont dare to ..Scare that it will lead to "FAN"


Yesterday seen her so pek Cek while reading SMS and replying SMS.OK u look cute even when angry... :p


Dare not really Message her , But still .. I message her...Cant really control.





Well browsing throught the picture gallery in my laptop ... found this picture....A Ice Ball seller...


That me ... Enjoy.









P.S(When will be our next meet, been looking forward for it... ,If u are cold Wear more..... )

Just Came Back after meeting *her*, Well .. I know that she is tired after her cell group..really wanted to sent her back home straight ..wanted to sit by the beach .. enjoy the breeze..But it just happen to be raining !!!!

she asked me where we going , silent is what i gave .....
ECP is the desination...reach there suppose to got there eat lot lot lot of thing de, but it happen that all shop have close ,manage to get Oyster with egg(get ready to have a itchy day tomorrow)

Talk ,Sing, Choke, Play,Question and Answer ........

It so much fun with her , Time's really fly fast.. and it time to sent her home .....
Like the way she smile...
Like the way she Tease...
Like her everything !!

Well , you get to slp early ... cause tomorrow have a long day to go !!!
Enjoy.....

(Thx for squeezing out the time for me, i really enjoy today...
U make my day...)

It raining for the past 24 hours, thought that i can sort my feeling out . But still it the same....going to graduate in 4 months time .Going in to navy anytime after 4 months. What will i be doing there, Who will miss me , which Vessel will i be going , where would the vessel bring me to ?

It all question to me ..

It only not more then 10 days, I fall in love with her..... At first is a crush, but sooner later i realise that i am in love. Dare not go for it anymore , think just love her silently.Don't wish to be rejected again. Hate that, but have to know that life is full of miracle and sudden fall, well still have to accept it . Life still have to go on........

Confuse
I receive a message saying that i am selfish and no thoughts for other..What actually have i done... ..... maybe you are right, i am selfish . Who on earth is not selfish?,No thoughts for other:Maybe i only care for my self without realising that i actually hurt another person .... but you should tell me , maybe i have said the wrong word ....or wrong action..
If i really done something that hurt you ... .I am truly sorry....it up to you to accept my apologise.But really hope that you accept it ...!!!

wish that 4 months would past fast... So that i can go to my belove sea, let her hug me.Hear my saddness & happiness.... And put all those saddness all behind Once and for all!!!!!

Taken by :Jerer
Taken by :Jerer



So bored nothing better to do ... and now i am back to my pic again...


Well enjoy...

Till now , then i realise that i am Selfish , didnt spare a thought's for others.

Well am i ?

Maybe there will be other point of view of me by other's.

10/1/07

Getting very nervous , cause i am meeting PEI LEE later on ....woooo.. been eyeing her since at the camp,at first it like "who is she, a girl with a pencil case at camp, offering Pen to other", but slowly i did realise that i did notice her. Wanted to get her number during camp but i am just too shy to .

Thinking that , that is the last time i would see her , but eventually dandan have her number COOL huh!!! thx dan dan. I actually get her number like after the camp , but it just too shy to gave her a message , at the end i did plug out my courage to gave her a message .After couple of message i did ask her out , which is at ECP with dan jovan Gang.

finally get to see her , woo .... i am actually speechless , don't know what to said, keep on saying nonsense .Pl actually make me feel power of love , after a big fall in my past relationship .

MEETING
when sembawang to meet her after her tuttion, nervous ,Shy and happy...
reach there gave her a call , then wait for her to walk there.Saw her walking toward me , speechless again. went jalan kayu thx for the treat , lower seletar dam, yishun then back to her house... i am actually that i can spent a night with her.... but PEI LEE soo sorry for beeing so late to send you home.Thx for your concern actually i can't really concentare on road.. BUT what make me reach home safe is ... i can mesage/ call you that i have reach home..
Just hope that i dont think too much !!!
cause now i know that i love you !!! no more crush anymore!!!!

You make me feel the love.....

My past

"Cannot compare so many thing's in life"

Well this is quote from "Mr Koh", at first i don't really understand what it mean. But while riding home , there is thought just like a "snap" in my mind.

For me, i did go trough many high and low, but it not really those happening type like those famous.i am from EM2 can said it the last class in Bedok View Pri, at home i am the useless brag.COMPARING to my cousin whether is at my mum side or dad side.all of them is like Normal Academic,Express,Special,Poly,undergrad.Me just a Nitech /Higher Nitech student.Always been compare by relative , mum and dad didn't show face of disappointment but i my self know that they are quite disappointed to me . I always told myself , how do i prove that i am can score well. Well at least my "N" level did proof something .i get 2 five,2 three and 2 two.

i actually indent to take up biochemical course conduct by ite (nitech) cert, but eventually i choose Mechanical Technology . At the point of time , i actually wanted to help in my father work place in silk screen which actually is pneumatic and air compressor.But eventually is winded down, i am quite frustrated when i am at these course. totally worthless. But since i pick up these course , it my choice my life. Blame who ....

after nitech i actually wanted to stop studying , but after further consideration , i do think that i need higher cert. Which make me wanted to join "Higher Nitech in Mechanical Engineering" but my GPA is way too low to get in.I when to find my section head in ITE Macpherson to get a letter from him to get in to HIGHER NITECH in Tampines. But he did said that i am not able to get in. It really disapoint me , but in order to presude my cert. i get my gut, put down my pride and get to Tampines ITE to speak to the section head there.Mr Chow tat meng, he actually said that my previous section head did write a E-mail to him saying that "i am wild but can be tame"

well, thx both section head, for believing in me , i did show you that i can do it , now i am TOP 3 student in school.

i reallly thx every single one who actually have helped me one way or other.

for now i dont compare my self with other, cause i know that i actually can do it,even thought i take a longer step then other's.At least that i try , so guys remember that never gave up, believe in your self cause you are the only one who can help your self not other's...

Trust me if you really understand what that mean's , then you can be more suscessful then ME.

WAY TO GO!!!!!!!

This is a few picture at ECP.
But dan dan didnt sent me the raw photo which make me just copy and paste....
ENJOY.
people who goes for the chill out.


Dan,jacq(short),jovan,jacq(tall),zm,abbi,pei lee and me!!

camp

3 days 2 night with kranji sec

first day of camp is i was actually thinking to my self , how do i actually get them together.
ice breaking :need not do it , cause they are like from the same class last year.

Actually nothing to write about it but..

GRP 2 , always remember that NEVER GAVE UP, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE, anything just pm me .... You guys definitely have team work, comunication, sprit.
all the best for anything .

hum.. just found out something at home :

FIVE SMART WAYS TO REFUSE A CIGARETTE

1. No thanks, i dont want to smell like an ashtray.

2. No thanks,i am a friends of the earth; I promise the trees i wouldn't smoke any of their relatives.

3. No thanks, i dont need a cigarette to look or feel cool.

4. No thanks,I need my lungs to play (your favourite sport).

5. No thanks, Tobacco may grow on trees but money doens'nt.i'd rather spend my money on (something you always wanted)

p.s: so if you are a non-smoker.... always said NO to CIGG....
Always remember that once you started is never easy to STOP!!!