sensing

i have said in my last blog entry
i have sense some amiss
i need you to tell me
i need you to be open to me
you are not you anymore
you are torturingme

i ask you some question,
you ans me wiredly


i am not sleeping wel last night'
wake up in he middle of the night even thought i slept late
been thinking lot of things ,
do you know ?

you ask me what happen, today morning , i dont know how to say ,
wanted to show you that there are some thing not wrong but my heart feel pain when i see you looking at me
saw your scare on your face make me hurt more....

just hope today we can have a chance to sit down and talk while rushing your brother video...