looking at this pic ..

i should be happy....

BUT....... haiz....

maybe you will know why?

feeling pretty down right now...
dont know why, but just feeling down...
maybe becasue of somewords my friends said...
that is really irrating to me...
Contribute so much and this is what i get...
Well, To be frank , YOU DID NOTHING..!!
sitting there playing ur psp all day long....
thought u will have some selfdiscipline...
but eventually u didnt..

all you did is giving comment ,comment ,comment....
well, maybe u are just jealous that i can do thing better then you....
casue i do thing with confident..
YESh... you did contribute...
but a little... while i am doing thing where are you....
alittle thing only... want to give up..
expect ppl to cover ur ass....
you want to have apointment
when u have apointment you did nthing
nthing is free man, earn it...
c'mon please grow up....
i have enough , enough...


fianlly, finish cursing and swearing... feeling much better now....

everyday doing P.O.C thingy... damn tired...
some more some ppl dont appriecated...it...
what i know is that i do what is correct..
WO MEI DUI BU QI ZHI JI...
too many thing to edit, too many thing to amend....
everyday need change......thing...
everyday have to stayup till late late days...
waking up at 5 in the morning...
haiz....... why am i toturing my self.....
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

thx for ur message...
it really make my day....
without it, there is nthing i can do..
to release my STRESS

A birthday Sabo at NAVY CAMP....
15 men armed with pickly Powder....
came to my room ,while i am doing my passing out ceremony thingy

dragging me to the toilet , while they sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song for me....
feeling so touch, then here come the powder....pouring so many powder till it get to my eyes
.. they notice it and spare me goggles to cover my eyes.. again... here come the powder....
Next, cold water directly from the Water cooler.... wooooo... shilvering that wat i can said....

what a memorable BIrthday celebrration.....


to be continue....

just right after 0000 hrs on 26 nov 2006

friends sent me birthday message by msn/message..

but sorry guys, i have already fall asleep... le...whah
always the one who fall asleep so easily...

but anywhere here is the one .....which is more unique and touches me....

this is my frist time having my birthday in camp....

siao liao lox..., tagan tagan .... haiz....

THX DA TOU......lol...

so sorry have fall asleep.....unwilly!!!

what a cute crow cum pig u have draw for me.....
whahaha, faster finish ur report ok....
dont stress urself too much.....
heehe!!!!

Now inside camp, hum..... 4++ hours to my actual birthday...
being rushing the POC(Passing out Ceremony) ...
wa.. dunno what to do also...
change this change that......
haven even confirm the G.O.H, song ,rehearsal....
all this haven done yet........
SIANzzzzzz....... think gotta to think of what to write
haiz.......

i want to book out.....
cause i want to see you!!
DA TOU!!!!

hum...have finish my early 21 birthday celebration......@ downtown east pasir ris....
well, lots of friends join in for my celebration... kinda of touching ...to me.....
kinda of rush for me too, casue i just book out and have to rush home and get my self bath...
then go straight to Chalet at pasir ris... not forgeting meeting Pei Gek.....:)

this is the very first time i have a celebration at the chalet....
really have to thanks my MUM, DAD and my big brother....
without them the birthday celebration for me is a fail...

MY MUM...
waking up early 0500 am to cook my food,prepare all the BBQ Thingy..
I LOVE YOU MUM....

MY DAD
Despite of working , he actually come straight after working long hour in the morning ....
I LOVE YOU DAD

MY BIG BROTHER..
spent his time helping me to find a chalet,book chalet... take a half day off to help me checkin , in the afternoon....helping my mum and dad to unload and load the thing to the chalet.....
I LOVE YOU BROTHER

MY SECOND BROTHER
even thought he is not present during my celebration, he folk out money for my chalet....
I LOVE YOU BROTHER....

MY SIS
helping me to serve the Guest .. make ppl laugh.... etc;
I LOVE YOU SIS

MY UNCLE AND AUNTIE COUSIN
thx you guys so much for squeeezing out time for my celebration, thx for the food ...(IT DELICIOUS)....thx for the present ....
LOVE U GUYS....

all thx to those who have come to my celebration like BMT(NAVY).JRC(NAVY)Staff,ITE FRIENDS,GST FRIENDS,CAMELOT FRIENDS....all thx to u guys ....if not i would not know that i have good friends out there to celebrate my advance birthday..
I LOVE YOU GUYS..

BUDDY , steady ah...... happy that u are able to make it...

THX to all thoes who have sent me message or by calll....THX you guys...
all the message really make my day....

i love the wallet you gave me....
well, i will zhen xi the wallet de...
cause that is what i want to have ......
so sorry i cant really pei you...
but thx for coming to my 21 birthday celebration....

Jerer Birthday celebration at 23 November 2007,Downtown east chalet......
Please find some slot for me ok....
anything just give me a call :91061317 !!!
lot's of thx.....

Just come back from jogging at ECP after a cup of white Chocolate dream and a set of new paper...
Wow, it seems so long i didnt go for a jog at ECP....shit, my stamina is dropping badly, cramp here cramp there.... think should mark every weekdays is my jogging days le...
CUT down on Eating junk food,do more execrise,no more sweet drink for me....
My celebration is coming near... stil yet to get lots of reply of what is going to my 21st birthday celebration held at 23 Nov ... anyway not my exact birthday date, but i leave with no choice ... cause 27 nov i would be in camp..... Doing my Daily routine... ...

have not prepare my so called refreshment.... for my BBQ thingy.... haiz....

Health
Been sick for past few week, illness"Flu,running nose,Cough,lot's of phlegm"..
but dunno why my ear like block like that........haiz.... got ringing sound also..... so fan...
but after going to SGH , the doc said it ok ... nthing wrong with me..... i feel more relieve.....
BUT BUT BUT.. i see doc for 3 time le leh.....FIRST time MO...Second TIME MO....Third Time SGH... this one lox... Just hope that nthing wrong with me... SCARED SCARED.....haiz......

NAVY(career)
have just taken test and realise that i have pass my Test...(Unknow) 70+% ... lol, dont really expect that result.. but good thing... 1 more week and JRC is going to finish... cant really wait to go on board ship... (once get on board le no time le lox)....

POC
Stress, over POC thingy...guess it just a hurdle to jump pass agian.... after POP during BMT...
Lucky got a good committee and a GOOD CC beside us... giving each other morale support.....
just hope best for every thing.... !!!! :)



P.s: My tag isnt working and i don't seems like going to make another tag..... leave comment for me instead of TAGGING....

Please Love Ur life before u love me...
even we get back together, it only because of threaten..
we cant get back together like in the past..
think back, how many time have we break
it just prove something , we are not ment to be together...

we cant understand each other well
we cant comunicate well
we dont have time...
we have too much thing to compromise...
we belong to two different world....

please, DO cherish ur own life....
i hate it... Simply hate it..
casue i myself have try that before...
it only make the person hate u more....
i my self think it a foolish thing to do ..too....

it been Very Very Very long since i last post on my blog...
friends keep asking me... "why u didnt update ur blog"
well, quite busy with my motor,navy life and personal thingy...

Motorbike
finally have just renew my road tax and insurance

Navy Life
just finish BMT, now have pass 1 month of JRC(Junior rating Course)
going to finish soon le, still don't know what platform i am at.. well
just see how ba...

Personal Life
Kinda of sick and tired of relationship..
thought found someone ,BUT .. it not the one..
Simply cant understand me well...
well, cant force le....
just one day, my PRINCESS will be coming to me...
Just wait and see how ba..
let time take it course ba...

p.s: THx pei gek.. for ur company . well really appreciate it.. thx