don't know how to face her ....
dont know how to talk to her....
don't know is she still mad at me....
don't know a lot's of things.....

well, i dont even know that the more crap i talk about
Relationship, the more pissed off she will be...
kinda of like + plus - equal electric.....
well, i will try not to said that any more....
dont want you to feel, stress about all this...

well it only like 32 days more before i actually went in to NAVY...
dont expect much to happen.......
just want her to be happy that it...
no more stupid mistake .... anymore....
!!!!!!

alirght, feeling like going to ECP coffee bean.. for a cup of white chocolate dream....
w/ extra bean.....
feeling very confuse... now....
wanted to do lot's of things but it just seems undone....
FEAR is the biggest hurdle for me !!!!