hum.... glad to see you guys tag me..

hum.... i gotta to

DECLARE SOMETHING FIRST

before i start to post......

I AM NEITHER A GAY NOR A SISSY...

it just that i gotta to pull up the morale of all the student/camper..

pass few days... being doing....

Star 1 kayaking

Ahmad Ibrahim sec(group Instructor)

Nan Chiao high School (sec)Kayaking Instructor

NCDCC(national Civil Defence Cadet Corp)Group Instructor

White Sand Pri (kayaking instructor)

well, my enlistment date have been postpone to 12 July... cheer man...

whahahahahahahahha....

july the whole month will be doing kayaking ..... cool man....

will not be posting till like next month or when i am free ba....

one more thing to celebrate

I HAVE GRADUATED

well.. will not be online for 1 week again...
going over to Camp site again..
whahahahahaa...
can't wait to see student again..

stuck at home is really damn damn damn bored.
rather stay at camp site.. play with student and trainer..
what to do .. i am a outdoor lover...
and a SIAO SIAO SIAO trainer...
...

Went over to camp to teach kayaking for star 1
lol.. kids is like .. lol... funny.... to me.... whahhah
but cool, they are just damn cool...
capsizing it the most diffcult thing for them.....
but they proff me wrong...
even thought they are scare.
but they still want to try it....

alrite gotta see you guys on monday..
if only i am doing ....

finally.. i can post already...
the reason due to my ISP server...
lol....

well, recap this past few days ...
hum... done kayaking and Instructor for

Paya Lebar Methodist Girls School Secondary
Telok Kurau Secondary School
witley Secondary school..

nice meeting you guys...
COOL dude and babe....

YES, SHE HAVE REPLY ME!!!!!!!!

Guys, i am feeling better now!!!
thx guys for the message and tag....

well, have plug my courage to message her again...
the whole yesterday didnt even dare to message her....
but during the late mid-night....
finally dare to....
but she didn't seems to reply my message ....
if doesn't really matter...
think she haven cool down yet....
she just need more time ba...
cause this thingy actually pissed her off to the max ba....

think that i really need her SMS ba...
even just a syllabus, i dont mind.....
casue it you who message me...

don't know how to face her ....
dont know how to talk to her....
don't know is she still mad at me....
don't know a lot's of things.....

well, i dont even know that the more crap i talk about
Relationship, the more pissed off she will be...
kinda of like + plus - equal electric.....
well, i will try not to said that any more....
dont want you to feel, stress about all this...

well it only like 32 days more before i actually went in to NAVY...
dont expect much to happen.......
just want her to be happy that it...
no more stupid mistake .... anymore....
!!!!!!

alirght, feeling like going to ECP coffee bean.. for a cup of white chocolate dream....
w/ extra bean.....
feeling very confuse... now....
wanted to do lot's of things but it just seems undone....
FEAR is the biggest hurdle for me !!!!

F**K JERER!!!!!
PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR F**K MIND!!!!!!
Don't you know that u have done something F**KING WRONG!!!!!
STOP BEING CHILDISH.....PLEASE!!!!
(maybe that the way to make my self wake up from the mistake i made....
i do think that i stil can't forgive my self!!!!!, for making sure a 2pit Mistake)


well... message her .... but she didn't reply
so taking own initiative to ask someone to call her...
JUST because i thought she actually have something
happen to her....

alrite.... i know that i am so childish and immature.....
but it like ..... i am too concern about her.....
without realising that i have done something ....
which actually pissed her off!!

well... sorry is all i can said.....
maybe i am too concern about you..
and didn't realise that i have done
something which is so STUPID AND KIDDY.....

all rite... think she need time .... to cool down......!!!
just hope that she get can really cool down....

just woke up , in the sense of Fresh Mind...
yesterday , a fun and tiring day..
went over to meet the fellow trainer..
at tampines...

they wanted to watch Spider man 3
but i have already book someone to watch,
but since now , haven get a full reply on
when to watch that show..
it seems like she have watch that show
together with them...
well, see how ba, if she wanted to watch with me
she will , no forcing ,casue since she have watch that show le

Training session
went over to Changi Adventure Camp
at night , lol..
that place suddenly become a racing Circuit...
with me trying to clear my new tyre WAX...
playing cornering.. here and there..
with cone , trying to practice my FIG 8 and crank course...

wanted to fetch her off home, but there is too many ppl around le..
maybe she is just too shy ba, eventually went over to her house early in the morning..
woke up at 0600 hours , went over to yishun..
thinking that she haven have her Breakfast,
went to MAC at yishun to grab her Sausage Muffin with egg
and a pack of MILK...
then wait for her under her block..

Lol.. she seem cuter then i thought..
cause i message her to tell her that i am going over to her palce le..
then she message me back..
"did u message me ,telling me that u are coming or am dreaming..."
alrite maybe just woke up cranky ba..
fetch her to camp ...

Training session start at 0930
got the chance to see her... more lol
first is kayaking..
thought that i will be in the same team with her..
but too bad ....
Second is Dragon Boating.....
Yeah... same boat with her..
played with her in the dragonboat.. and even capsize...lol...
FUN FUN FUN..
Third Sea Rafting...
consider my self lucky that we are in the same team again..
whahahaha..
played during the rafting session.
capsize everyone in the raft even safely kayak also kana...
so much fun , well think it because.. She is around and ..
all is trainer.. ....
cause trainer is a bunch of Joker who really play around...
like nobody business..

Then after all the training ...
actually have plan to go ECP with them for dinner..
I AM SO SORRY!!!!
But i fall asleep, maybe too tired le ba..
dunno how and when i fall asleep also...
when woke up it already like.. close to 2200 already..
faster see handphone...
3 miss call and 3 message by HER...
saying that make them worry , thought something happen to me.
awwww... maybe it just a Care and concern message like friends..
but to me it very meaning FULL...
casue it you who type and sent me that message ....
THX...

PLMGS
i will doing Kayking Instructor..
YEAH!!! more time to see her
working with her...
yeah!!!!!!!!!
can't wait for that day to come....!!!!
5 more days only!!

Damn shit......
i just realise that my GPA is 3.597....
damn it....

dint realise that my CCA point is 2.0.
which make my GPA 3.397 to 3.597..
if i enrol i can get in Second year of poly in Mechanical Engineering..
gotta ask my officer... if i can go in annot....
after BMT.... damn it... arggggggg
how could i have neglect that...

Officially 36 days more before enlistment

Early morning went over to mac to grab food for her..
well, why keep saying thank's to me...
that the least that i can do for you...

dont know what to said to her also...
just scare that i am like a pest to her...

off to coffee bean ECP for my coffee session le.....
White chocolate dream.. here i come....

i miss her

Officially ..i have 37 days more before enlistment...

i am waiting for you to call me......
dont forget our movie session!!!!