What happen to you "Jerertan"

Somehow or rather .. i may be thinking too much le....
thinking something that is not happening...
thinking about this thinking about that...
what have actually happen to me.....
it like 52 days more only....

who understand me....
why i keep everything to myself....
why can't just face it.....
CONFUSE...??

today went over to ECP ..
grabbing my White Choc Dream...
sitting at the place where i and you used to sit at...
sitting down looking at the family who is in front of me...
dad holding his child hand....mum smiling ...
kids feel so carefree.....with love from it parent...
it make me feel back when i am a kids....
holding my dad big hand......
my mum soft hand.....
my sibling hand...
i really miss the fun i had in the past.....
everyone have to grow up...
everyone have to face problem....

meeting an,zaid,fariz,noris and fiona....
should be with them... but i chose to be quite....
i chose to sit down alone.... thinking..
looking at the sea.... day dreamming..
watching the cloud..watching the wave hitting on the shore....


jerer face the reality....