alrite... have my tyre change...
but guess what it only one side...
lol...
replacement is sportech M1....
cool ah...
get it only for 200buck..
consider cheap nehx!!!!
have to wait for my front tyre....
now have to ride till the wax is remove.. then can play corner!!!!!!

just came back from LAB(lim ah boy)
to change tyre... but my tyre have not been change...
casue they actually cannot find the tyre which i have paid...

waited there for 5 hours....
can't believe that i actually can wait that long...
fishing trip have paid off...
PATIENT!!!
that a good word to use huh!

have to go back to LAB at 8 to see they have the tyre annot
if not i cannot do my conering...
damn damn damn damn damn
bored !!!!

after LAB went over to bugis for my coffee...
instead my FAV WCD(white chocolate Dream) at Coffee Bean...
i grab a vanila frap with extra java Chip...
i miss my WCD.... think tomorrow have to go to ECP for my coffee section.. le....

when will i see you again!!!

Sleep for the whole day..
go to godma house.. before heading to bugis to meet the other trainer...
yesh, i reach there but .....change of plan...
what i can say about this trainer outing is "not planned"
every thing seems to be cock up..
but who's care...

everything seems find after the so call films section...
before heading to catch a film..
coffee session.....
thx mins( GAY) for his vanila with extra java bean..
who thought us about human relation that what i can said..

catch a movie "THE WIND THAT SHAKES THE BARLEY"
intresting show... need to squeeze lot's of brain juice for me...
everyone seems like half dead in that show...
but still they seems to enjoy it..

have a advance booking for spiderman3 with her...
yeah...first movie meet with her...
must made movie session a memorable one..
wating forward for that day to come...
feel just good with her care and concern message.
i dont mind a short or simple one...
all it matter is a message of care from you..
even if u have sent care message to other..
but that mean alot for me..
cause is PSJ who sent it...

Just come back from Shu qun primary camp....
wow.. that what i can said...they are damn good..
what even imagine that PRI school student can
have sure a good performance..

they are hyper active , i didnt even need to shout that much..
that is the coolest camp in pri school..
with their attitude , they can achieve more in the future...

well, this few days of camp hardly see her
even if see her, will try not to talk to her.
cause working , have to draw a line bewteen work and personal feeling..

went over to coffee bean ECP(east coast park) just now.
can't imagine that the staff actually know what drink i want..
feel so good, when someone actually remember what fav drink you want..
without even saying...good service...
maybe drink i unique ba...
"white Chocolate dream, with extra bean...."
that is the best drink..

Went over to coffee bean ECP , sittin at the same sit.
where i and you sitted before....
drink my fav drink... suddenly feel so LONELY

i dont really need the answer
all i need is you are happy....

here is some pic from the camp and fishing trip!!!

just come back from P.U..with a bunch of trainer.... and my Bro...

fishing trip.... so i dont need really need to said...

casue it just a normal fishing trip...

past few days... at camp...with river valley pri school...

damn hyper active lox.... cannot tahan, somemore over slept....

lucky have a good buddy viona...and section GI like sam,peter,ah chai,noris..

good that we didnt really have problem handling the kids.....

well... get to see her but working is working...

cannot put personal feeling to work....

after work... it ok.. try to meet her out...

but scare that she is not free...

have to pluck out more courage..

everytime past by 7-11...

would def brought her fav.. sweet dont know why..

maybe i am deeply in love with her....

but dont know what her feeling towards me..

all i can do is guess and guess.

and Wait and wait....

what else other then that...

what ment to be ur's it ur's ..

have i actually think if we really get together...

do i have time, do she have time...

both of us have camp....

neverthless... i am in Govement Service..

but this quote which i always advice ppl is that....

"IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS STRONG,NOTHING CAN BRING YOU GUYS DOWN"

just hope that it work ba.....

guess what.. i have being avoided..
i dont mind that.. cause it always seems that i am the
one who being avoid by someone everytime..

maybe she is just busy with her job..
or
maybe i have done something wrong...

well.. i really scare to sms or chat with you...

talking to other's it ok for me.. but talking to someone i love...
hum.. kinda wired....i am not really good in talking with the person i love...
please someone please tell me....
i dont know what to do...

what can i do..
all i can do is wait and miss...
maybe that is what every lover is doing...
Single sided love....

What happen to you "Jerertan"

Somehow or rather .. i may be thinking too much le....
thinking something that is not happening...
thinking about this thinking about that...
what have actually happen to me.....
it like 52 days more only....

who understand me....
why i keep everything to myself....
why can't just face it.....
CONFUSE...??

today went over to ECP ..
grabbing my White Choc Dream...
sitting at the place where i and you used to sit at...
sitting down looking at the family who is in front of me...
dad holding his child hand....mum smiling ...
kids feel so carefree.....with love from it parent...
it make me feel back when i am a kids....
holding my dad big hand......
my mum soft hand.....
my sibling hand...
i really miss the fun i had in the past.....
everyone have to grow up...
everyone have to face problem....

meeting an,zaid,fariz,noris and fiona....
should be with them... but i chose to be quite....
i chose to sit down alone.... thinking..
looking at the sea.... day dreamming..
watching the cloud..watching the wave hitting on the shore....


jerer face the reality....

just came back from CHANGI (Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal)
zaid,moley,wan and sky is fishing there.
just go there sit sit talk talk...
but at the end ...
i was sitting alone there .. listening to music thinking about SJ

just hope that whernver she is on my bike....
just hope that the time will actually stop....

Meeting her ... is like what i looking forward everyday...
going in like 6june... not much time left...
IAMWAITINGFORHERANSWER

even she didnt gave me her answer...
still i will respect her... desicion..
just go by the flow ba....

hum..today... went out with zaid,farhan,noris,fiona,faris....
and some actually forget the name.....
we were out to disscus what ever shit lol..
at marina Square...

they went to arcarde..
i went over... too...
but after playing a few game..
i get bored so i took a walk alone at
marina south shopping centre....

while walking think about her
suddenly feel so emo and lonely..
saw couple walking pass me....
hum.. so i went out to grab some
fresh air....then......
message her is all i think i can do...
scare to call her...
Sacre to be rejected....
scare to do lot of thing...
But still i know i LOVE her.....

alrite i am getting sleepy right now....
think i have to get some rest... before i get cranky

Guys Please remember This ......the Above picture!!haha


hum....yesterday just came back from fishing trip at ubin
with AN and Zaid......
freaking fun with them....
You guys really make my day....

during the whole fishing section..
i am like messaging... all the way...
lying at the stone...
thinking of her...
getting aways from the urban island ...
to a peaceful island..
with the sound of the bird chipping,
wave washing the shore..
i just feel VERY EMO...
lucky after the fishing session
gotta a chance to meet her...
Aw...... even though it like only for a while....
But still, i am actually enought le....

I miss you.....

alrite recap for this few days...

Actually message her to ask her out..
Thought that she will like..Reject but
eventually she said ok....
went over to her house and fetch... her
proceed to jalan Kayu to have a semi Dinner....
which include

a bomb and ice teh Chino for her...
a small tom yam seafood steamboat from us..
a galic prata and a ice teh for me...

then crap over there chat.....
before going to dam...
well, i feel so in love at dam...
it not the weather and scenery..
it just because that i am with her...
talk and share for like tilll 6am...
before saying that why not we just
have breadfast since it like morning....
so i asked her, where do she want to have it...
ANYTHING that is what she reply me..
so i suggest , why not we have breadfast at
East Coast Park, Mac.......
so we just proceed there...

Feel so good when u were putting ur hand at my waist...
you make me feel so sercure....

have breadfast at Mac ...
then sit at ECP for like...Long hours before we grap a drink from Coffee bean
my fav White Chocolate Dream and her Pure Chocolate...
hum...

I am in love with you ....
Dont know what is ur feeling....
but it would be good that we acutally
share the same intrest.....
just hope that the answer would be out soon...
i can actually said that i really MISS you!!!!

back from fishing
i'm back to action again
first desination CHANGI VILLAGE
went over there and meet An and Zaid.....
for replenish all our fishing stuff.....

after that proceed to SparkC near Campsite....
where the kayaking exibetion is ..
there is'nt much fish attack except for choppy current
which is'nt a good spot for fishing

then logistic went over short
have to go pp to get replenish
guess what we actually asked
for a lift to ECP mac..
But the driver went over short
so it a advantage for us ....
he drove us straight to PP...CHEER
that is where we wanted to go anyway....

GRAB a tent and some food stuff..
lucky no more corn BEEF already...
but poor zaid .....MISS his corn Beef more then we do..
Then proceed to 9 Changi Coast..
guess where is it..
IT camp site there...
whaha..

Station at there,Pitch up our belove Camo Tent...
quite cool huh?
get all our fishing rode ready..
that when "shi jue,sam,azie" came..
damn fun....

caught crab instead of fish....
1 big crab and 1 flower crab......
some small fish....
then our bait run out also...
around 0300 gotta pack up le.. sad huh
This coming monday ...there would be a Fishing section at Pulau Ubin...

"when i saw you, my heart sank
the message that i sent you maybe
what i am gonna to said to u,just taking
april fool as a excuse.....as i said before
you may be the type of girl i am after to.
been saying ur name out very now and
then, didnt really notice it till 'DAN' told me
that....."