Past three days... happiest day...
beening meeting pei yu....
went to east coast park have our dinner..enjoy ourself by the sea side..

dint inform pei yu , then i go down to her workplace to fetch her...
well, wanted to give her a supprise well, hope it does..
i am sorry,that i didt inform you jiu xia qu zhao ni..

today, went to help my dad to work... tired tired tired...
but tired wont stop me meeting my pei yu....

i alway feel so sweet when i am with you..
no worries.....
i want to be your baby which can get unlimited care and concern...
i will always by ur side.....no mater what , no matter when!!!
PEI YU I LOVE YOU...

p.s: please take care or ur self... u are having a stomach upset...

just come back from my duty from camp..
duty is'nt that easy thought!!!
wa.... just start new course ,it just like getting back to
my school life...eat,sleep,eat sleep...
assessment t here assessmen there..

can't wait for my block leave which is from thur - tue...
casue i can spend time with Pei yu(da tou)....
6 days straight lei... hehehe

well, recap on fri...
meet pei yu at tamp straight after book out...
collect my spec first ... then head for our so call dinner..
i didnt even manage to eat finish my MEE Hoon Kue...
but she did half of it.. despite of having a stomach upset...
lol....(*oo*)

after went to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks..
a very cute show wor..... it nthing a good show without you ...
hehe, laugh and laugh and laugh....
wanted to bring theodore home ....lol
damn super cute...

anyway, sunday....
going to meet pei yu ...
but but but ... still haven comfirm yet... just wait and see ur repile....
i am always looking forward to meet you... dont know why...

i always miss you so so much....
u asked why miss so much...
welll, i dont know my self....
what i know is that u always
in my mind.... make me kinda of worry when u are sick
and i cant do anything other then comforting you....
so wish i 'm physically there for you , to remove all ur sickness and pain....

get to know that you are sick..
cough ,flu and stomach upset...
you gotta drink more water hor
if not ur herbal tea is coming to get you again..lol
weather not very good this month casue of monsoon season..
please remember to wear more hor..
you have made ur promise,
SO EVERYDAY MUST SMILE :p

Great , My bike gotta cost bomb again....

Con-rode gone gave way..

siao liao lox... $600++ gotta fly away just like that... haiz....

Went over to marina Square....

Dunno what to do.....

wanted to get something to cheer Da Tou up..

went over to TIMES , see got anybook nice annot

eventually, after browsing trought for like 1 hour

i didnt get anything...

Next, walkaround and saw many choc shop..

then i realise that CHOC actually made ppl happy..

then i decide to get it for her...

i want her to be happy..

But,someway or another..

she is still sad.. :(
feeling so down..

feeling so usless....

Today sunday le...i hate sunday the most..

casue i cant get to see you.. till next week...

haiz...i know i gotta miss you alot..damn alot...

Just Hope one day.. you will hold my hand..

Tell me you are ready for a new relationship..

even thought u said, "everytime ppl will said that at the first place"

but i will prove to you.. i said what i mean..

just hope that tomorrow can have meal with you before booking in...

really hope that will happen..

but still i will hesitate to do it..

casue you have having ur exam this tuesday....

PLEASE study hard wor.. k....

Finally, Passing out ceremony has over....
what a relief.....
well, gotta thx lot's of ppl to make this happen ...
here the list...

SSGT Lee Siang Teck
The whole 3-32 bravo Resilience
Chor yeow
Kelvin Chua(Buddy)
Kok Heng
Darell
Kai lun
Alan
To the emcee
Li yan
Albert(birdbird)
Prize presentation
Kelly..
and some other which i forget their name

after lot's of rehersal for our JRC 2/07 Passing Out ceremony
lot's lot hard work
we finally make it happen....
even lot's of midnight oil burn....
well,nothing can stop us... YEAH

will load the pic once i have if from jeremy....


To Da Tou

I am kinda Shock to hear that
I am happy to hear that too
cause i can meet you
I may be with you....
cause u have no more burden ....
i want you to be happy
will, i be given a chance
to prove it to you...
Dont be sad
cause i will always by your side...
DA TOU!!!

Right after you said you are
going to have ur dinner
when my handphone ring
thought it was you...
but eventually turn out to be.....
haiz......
i dont know how you feel
but my feeling is true.....
haiz........

book out.....already spend $50 buck, dont ask me why.......lol....
raining so heavily, using my ook out bag which is the reebok one...
for shelter ....... cause taking a lift from brendon dad car........

reach home, mum cook for me "MEE SUA" with 2 egg.... cause it my chinese birthday...
woo... i myself didnt even remember it.....lol.... so nice of mum....i love her....

go meet ta tou,went over to jalan kayu.. and feel wired ridding my bike.it At first, i have diffcultly ignition my bike.then when i ride it, it seems that i am riding a vespa a very very very old vespa.damn slow , even on TPE, the bike just dont come back alive.. unless i have to drag it to 8k rpm.SUCK,bike giving wired sound too..... eeeeeeeeeee....
nvm, dont talk about bike..
after that go to seletar damn... lighting everywhere..scary lox... damn cold some more...
looking at do tou hair, it stand so.. unatually.... wired wired de tou fa...... it just very supernatural.... that's all i can said..lol.... funny
then a jurong birdpark bus, pass us by.That is when ta tou suddenly turn and said eeeeeee...
asking her what happen, she said.. she saw a blue face inside the bus... but i dint see lei....
sound very very very wired ..... lol

I know u are in a very diffcult position
I know u are making choice very hesitating
I know i should not be like this
but, i just can't control......
cause i love you!!






my da tou ....... lol.....

just came back home from my coffee section alone at ECP....
as usual, White choclate dream for me....get something different instead of getting a chicago cheese cake, i got for myself a wild mixed berry.... taste just like my cheese cake but with berry only.....

i am always waiting for book out...
so that i can see you...
i always hate sunday
cause i cant see you....
you are the only one which
make me feel that way....

fri, book out.... went over to Kbox at parklane with kok heng,chor yeow....
but when we ... went up to the level...

i am like... saying..."heng xiang mei yuo le lehx"
kok heng "a.... wei shen me mei yuo.... wa.. lau... lian k box dan wo shi bai chi, sobsob"
chor yeow and me laughing all the way at kok heng.... lol.....
then we decide to go over to marina square.... for our k box sining session....
wa.. a big room they book.... sing song ,laugh here laugh there
till birdbird came......

after k box singing, we went over to cineleisure for our movie screening , went over to buy the
ticket le, "hitman"....after that went over for our SUPPER..... cause i am supper dupper HUNGRY.......
kok heng.. want to eat karchang puteh at pasta mania so i ask i help him ask...
excuse me, do u have spagati with karchan puteh... they were like.. laughing at us...
then choryeow pull me away...lol.. said "sorry,my friends is crazy"
eat my alfungi with tussili.... put cheese and chlli frake to kok heng bag.. casue he said his mum
like to eat... lol.... even put a plate of spaghetti to his bag too.... whahaha... think birdbird cannot tahan us le...

MOVIE screening, hitman.... wa... all fall asleep.... too tired le... casue that show was like 0230 start... after watching it like 0400++ le.....
head back home sleep for a little while then have to go do volunteer at peace haven old folks home which is located at upper changi road north...
thx to kelly, cause i dont know the time to meet then bo bian..... have to message her to ask her wake up le give me a call.... so tired....






went over there wa... all wearing navy t-shirt... iam not told to weart... sian sian... then bo bian... wear my casual shirt lox....
bing thoes ah gong ah ma.. down to the canival which held below...
they are like .. so happy,cute and considerate.....
i started to miss them..
ther is one ah gong, wa..... keep smiling at me.... duno but he really make my day......
wa.. a tiring day. for me

looking at this pic ..

i should be happy....

BUT....... haiz....

maybe you will know why?

feeling pretty down right now...
dont know why, but just feeling down...
maybe becasue of somewords my friends said...
that is really irrating to me...
Contribute so much and this is what i get...
Well, To be frank , YOU DID NOTHING..!!
sitting there playing ur psp all day long....
thought u will have some selfdiscipline...
but eventually u didnt..

all you did is giving comment ,comment ,comment....
well, maybe u are just jealous that i can do thing better then you....
casue i do thing with confident..
YESh... you did contribute...
but a little... while i am doing thing where are you....
alittle thing only... want to give up..
expect ppl to cover ur ass....
you want to have apointment
when u have apointment you did nthing
nthing is free man, earn it...
c'mon please grow up....
i have enough , enough...


fianlly, finish cursing and swearing... feeling much better now....

everyday doing P.O.C thingy... damn tired...
some more some ppl dont appriecated...it...
what i know is that i do what is correct..
WO MEI DUI BU QI ZHI JI...
too many thing to edit, too many thing to amend....
everyday need change......thing...
everyday have to stayup till late late days...
waking up at 5 in the morning...
haiz....... why am i toturing my self.....
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

thx for ur message...
it really make my day....
without it, there is nthing i can do..
to release my STRESS

A birthday Sabo at NAVY CAMP....
15 men armed with pickly Powder....
came to my room ,while i am doing my passing out ceremony thingy

dragging me to the toilet , while they sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song for me....
feeling so touch, then here come the powder....pouring so many powder till it get to my eyes
.. they notice it and spare me goggles to cover my eyes.. again... here come the powder....
Next, cold water directly from the Water cooler.... wooooo... shilvering that wat i can said....

what a memorable BIrthday celebrration.....


to be continue....

just right after 0000 hrs on 26 nov 2006

friends sent me birthday message by msn/message..

but sorry guys, i have already fall asleep... le...whah
always the one who fall asleep so easily...

but anywhere here is the one .....which is more unique and touches me....

this is my frist time having my birthday in camp....

siao liao lox..., tagan tagan .... haiz....

THX DA TOU......lol...

so sorry have fall asleep.....unwilly!!!

what a cute crow cum pig u have draw for me.....
whahaha, faster finish ur report ok....
dont stress urself too much.....
heehe!!!!

Now inside camp, hum..... 4++ hours to my actual birthday...
being rushing the POC(Passing out Ceremony) ...
wa.. dunno what to do also...
change this change that......
haven even confirm the G.O.H, song ,rehearsal....
all this haven done yet........
SIANzzzzzz....... think gotta to think of what to write
haiz.......

i want to book out.....
cause i want to see you!!
DA TOU!!!!

hum...have finish my early 21 birthday celebration......@ downtown east pasir ris....
well, lots of friends join in for my celebration... kinda of touching ...to me.....
kinda of rush for me too, casue i just book out and have to rush home and get my self bath...
then go straight to Chalet at pasir ris... not forgeting meeting Pei Gek.....:)

this is the very first time i have a celebration at the chalet....
really have to thanks my MUM, DAD and my big brother....
without them the birthday celebration for me is a fail...

MY MUM...
waking up early 0500 am to cook my food,prepare all the BBQ Thingy..
I LOVE YOU MUM....

MY DAD
Despite of working , he actually come straight after working long hour in the morning ....
I LOVE YOU DAD

MY BIG BROTHER..
spent his time helping me to find a chalet,book chalet... take a half day off to help me checkin , in the afternoon....helping my mum and dad to unload and load the thing to the chalet.....
I LOVE YOU BROTHER

MY SECOND BROTHER
even thought he is not present during my celebration, he folk out money for my chalet....
I LOVE YOU BROTHER....

MY SIS
helping me to serve the Guest .. make ppl laugh.... etc;
I LOVE YOU SIS

MY UNCLE AND AUNTIE COUSIN
thx you guys so much for squeeezing out time for my celebration, thx for the food ...(IT DELICIOUS)....thx for the present ....
LOVE U GUYS....

all thx to those who have come to my celebration like BMT(NAVY).JRC(NAVY)Staff,ITE FRIENDS,GST FRIENDS,CAMELOT FRIENDS....all thx to u guys ....if not i would not know that i have good friends out there to celebrate my advance birthday..
I LOVE YOU GUYS..

BUDDY , steady ah...... happy that u are able to make it...

THX to all thoes who have sent me message or by calll....THX you guys...
all the message really make my day....

i love the wallet you gave me....
well, i will zhen xi the wallet de...
cause that is what i want to have ......
so sorry i cant really pei you...
but thx for coming to my 21 birthday celebration....

Jerer Birthday celebration at 23 November 2007,Downtown east chalet......
Please find some slot for me ok....
anything just give me a call :91061317 !!!
lot's of thx.....

Just come back from jogging at ECP after a cup of white Chocolate dream and a set of new paper...
Wow, it seems so long i didnt go for a jog at ECP....shit, my stamina is dropping badly, cramp here cramp there.... think should mark every weekdays is my jogging days le...
CUT down on Eating junk food,do more execrise,no more sweet drink for me....
My celebration is coming near... stil yet to get lots of reply of what is going to my 21st birthday celebration held at 23 Nov ... anyway not my exact birthday date, but i leave with no choice ... cause 27 nov i would be in camp..... Doing my Daily routine... ...

have not prepare my so called refreshment.... for my BBQ thingy.... haiz....

Health
Been sick for past few week, illness"Flu,running nose,Cough,lot's of phlegm"..
but dunno why my ear like block like that........haiz.... got ringing sound also..... so fan...
but after going to SGH , the doc said it ok ... nthing wrong with me..... i feel more relieve.....
BUT BUT BUT.. i see doc for 3 time le leh.....FIRST time MO...Second TIME MO....Third Time SGH... this one lox... Just hope that nthing wrong with me... SCARED SCARED.....haiz......

NAVY(career)
have just taken test and realise that i have pass my Test...(Unknow) 70+% ... lol, dont really expect that result.. but good thing... 1 more week and JRC is going to finish... cant really wait to go on board ship... (once get on board le no time le lox)....

POC
Stress, over POC thingy...guess it just a hurdle to jump pass agian.... after POP during BMT...
Lucky got a good committee and a GOOD CC beside us... giving each other morale support.....
just hope best for every thing.... !!!! :)



P.s: My tag isnt working and i don't seems like going to make another tag..... leave comment for me instead of TAGGING....

Please Love Ur life before u love me...
even we get back together, it only because of threaten..
we cant get back together like in the past..
think back, how many time have we break
it just prove something , we are not ment to be together...

we cant understand each other well
we cant comunicate well
we dont have time...
we have too much thing to compromise...
we belong to two different world....

please, DO cherish ur own life....
i hate it... Simply hate it..
casue i myself have try that before...
it only make the person hate u more....
i my self think it a foolish thing to do ..too....

it been Very Very Very long since i last post on my blog...
friends keep asking me... "why u didnt update ur blog"
well, quite busy with my motor,navy life and personal thingy...

Motorbike
finally have just renew my road tax and insurance

Navy Life
just finish BMT, now have pass 1 month of JRC(Junior rating Course)
going to finish soon le, still don't know what platform i am at.. well
just see how ba...

Personal Life
Kinda of sick and tired of relationship..
thought found someone ,BUT .. it not the one..
Simply cant understand me well...
well, cant force le....
just one day, my PRINCESS will be coming to me...
Just wait and see how ba..
let time take it course ba...

p.s: THx pei gek.. for ur company . well really appreciate it.. thx

went over to cohesion day at fort canning park..
get to know more thing from there, been thinking how many time have i actually
concentrate and see what fort have...

after that went window shopping with my buddy and eugune which is my BMT boat mate...
well, picture speak a thousand word...

Good friends and Buddy that i meet during NAVY BMT....
Who said guys cannot act cute... lol

suddenly feel damn happy ,casue my bike is ready for collection after
3 month's of waiting and recovering....
finally,
i can feel the breeze on my body again..
i can go east coast park enjoying the sea breeze
i can go enjoy my WHITE CHOCOLATE DREAM alone at ECP.
i can enjoy the riding passion again ....
i can sit on my motorbike roam about alone..
i can have no girls companion but i can't leave without my BIKE...

have alot of thing to said... well, u can said that i am DAMN emo...
but true enough i am emo,can't hide that!!
went sentosa with d'wayne today..
sun bathing,roamming on his car,meet alvena...
fun time .....past quicky..

just had an convesation with dad and mum about room stuff...
can't help but said something which i am not suppose to said..
just can't settle the feeling outside,but sorry to have bring outside feeling in ...
hum.... need time to settle down..
EMO!!!!!

Finally POP(pass Out Parade) le.....
yeah, after 9 week of being a REC..
now i am offically PTE Tan.

Been selected as a Parade commander of NAVY BMT POP....
honour to be lei...
damn nervous... but now.. finally have finish le...
PROUD PROUD PROUD....
when the P.A system called my name
"Today Parade Commander is REC TAN YI QUN"
my heart is just..... woooooo..
dont know how to explain the feeling... is just damn !!! shiok....

"All Thx To SGT's and SIR's Who put in effort and have lots of patient"

"Thx to Fellow Company Mate,Divison mate and ONE SOUND mate"

Once again THX YOU GUYS, u guys mark a big pic in my heart