time's flies....

11 month have past..


we love.....

we miss.....

we quarrel....

we cycle

we joke...

we smile....

we ice skate..

we eat...

we shop....

we hug....

we hold hand....

we sayang each other...

we ride bike...

we fly kite...

we went haw par villa...

we went sentosa...

after reading your blog,
my heart just break in to pieces ,
i dont know what will happen...
i really have no confident,
i am comparing myself to him....
i am losing my faith...
i should have be with you, before him...
but, i am to late....
i should be more sensitive,
i should care about you more..
i should have more initiative to plan...
i should give in to you,
rather than keep quite and hide every things....
i should know more about you,

our stories, should it be a happy ever after?
or
He and she ........

i really dont know...
i am praying that he said NO
i know i am selfish about that,
that cause i love you
i want to be with you forever...


went sailing , been thinking alot of things
been looking at our picture..again again again and again
alot of mermories flash out,
i smile,
i tears,
i scold my self,
.....................................

"WHAT HAVE I DONE"
"WHAT HAVE I DONE, TO DESERVE YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME"

Walking around around around the esplanade, hoping to see you by guts feeling, knowing that you have gone home.... but still believe my stubborn thinking, but i am wrong again again again again and again....

i now i have been hurting you so much that you are starting to hate me,
i have been doing things that is only , what i think is right,
hurting you by not being sensitive enough,thought that you like it, but eventually
you dont.

i know i have done so so so so much that i dont know myself,
i am truly truly sorry baby,
i want you to know that , I LOVE YOU

maybe i dont know myself well enough, by making mistake that i didnt know
thought everything is just so simple but i am wrong
i should ask myself " if i am living with me, how would it be like"

!!I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU, CAUSE YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!

i am having a FEVER
38.8....
i dont know why am i posting ..
but,

i just feel so lonely.....

Now, i started to understand...

Companying you to study, waiting for you to finish your test...
if you really didnt did well, i am here to tell you everythings is all right....
i really need to treat everytime with you memorable every time...
YOU will always be my precious dar dar....
and always you willl.....be....

what a fruitful day for us, scolding each other with FRUIT name.... love love....

sitting inside you school, thinking what i should be doing....
Thinking back , for the past 6 months, did i make u feel love..
or did i make u sad....

I guess i hate myself, casue i am always making you cry
casue we are always quarreling....for small things that i should make u feel happy..

dar dar, i am very sorry.....
i know u hate that word "SORRY",
let my action said everythings ok dar..
let me prove that i am your MR RIGHT...
let me be your man, your one and only man..
let me be the one to share ur burden..
let me be the one to lent you my shoulder....
let me be the one to know everythings of your life....

I LOVE YOU....

it been very very very very long since update my blog.

i really make you disappointed,
i hate myself for doing that...

i dont want you to feel that way,
i want you to feel happy with me,
i want you to feel xin fu with me,

what you said actually knock a big hole inside my mind,
i should stop doing things, i love and like only...
i need to know how you feel ....

like what you said, i said go BYOP, but i didnt get everything prepare...


i really took you for granted , always think that you are always there for me...
i really didnt know till, you have told me....
i am just too insensitive ...


i love you darling,
i am going to change my attitude towards you,
casue you are too important in my life....
YIQUN, dont do the talk the talk, Do the walk the walk....

"some people watch things happen , some people wonder what has happen,But we makes things happen....

finaly finish extracting all my wisdom teeths....
i am so sorry darling, for not being there when u remove your wisdom teeth.
i know the feeling,
feeling lost,
feeling useless,
feeling so helpless,
feeling sad that my teeth is gone,
just need someone by yourside to tell you everything is ok,

dar, i want to be by yourside ,forever....

Ps:I LOVE YOU