30th of this month

another marking for our love....

Simply just love you my love.....

Finally~

i manage to tell her....
the big rock finally lift off from my heart,
sorry, baby, i keep you in the dark...
i also dunno why, i did it...
but, sorry & thank you my love....

hum, no more fear of this and that..
why am i so scare,
why cant i be like you,
share everything together...
now i learn my lesson....

woooo,
my knee is killing me,
going to see docter to treat it,
haiz~~

Thank you Baby,
for staying beside me ....

hum, finally ... we had more things to talk about...
we can discuss things and tell each other what happen ...
i have so much things to tell you baby...

hum, didnt know that teacher day is coming ...
just receive a MSN greeting from one of my student from camp...
while i am working as a camp instructor ,which is like 2 yrs ago.
here is the mesage:

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:24 PM):
hello

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:25 PM):
i know that you might wonder who am i and i'm nt surprise !!
I'm Rena Yeo , once during secondary 2 .. i had attend your camp .. which is confidence camp

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:26 PM):
i nv forgotten abt u teaching me a lesson , and i've always regard you and your partner my teacher ..
I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:28 PM):

u had taught me a precious lesson abt having self confidence ~~
i remember u , told me off when i didn't dare to walk on a log without support , only u and a rope holding on to me ..

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:29 PM):
i was there screaming of i wanted to give up ..
and u told me that i did not even try and i was there screaming i dun wan or watever ..

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:30 PM):
although , at that point of time , i was really pissed off bt i did not make any comment bt to walk away for another station ..
it was a game that i nd to climb onto the top of a standing log , hop off it and grab a stick hanging there ..

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:31 PM):
when i reached the top , i once thought of giving up but suddenly ur words was ringing through my head ..
and it give me the courage of not giving up as i wanted to prove to u that i can do it !!

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:32 PM):
and i did , i make it to the last althought i did not able to grab the stick .. when i went back happily to tell u
but u still seem to be pissed off by my action and i think u misunderstood my meaning ..
bt thats not important ..

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:33 PM):
ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THANK YOU !! FOR HELPING ME TO BUILD UP MY CONFIDENCE AND TEACHING ME NOT TO GIVE UP ~~

I'm not going to give up .. nt now !! [http://ww said (7/27/2009 at 4:34 PM):
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOUR THIS PRECIOUS LESSON .. P.S : ALTHOUGH SOMETIME I STILL WOULD GIVE UP BUT U INDEED CHANGE MY LIFE ..
ALTHOUGH IS A BIT EARLY BUT ANYWAY , HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ~~

i have so many many many things to tell you
but will it be let out....

i reallly love you,
i really do.....
but, what happen to us,
haiz........

just hope that we can make it trought
i really have no ideal ....
sigh....

oh no oh no
i cant imagine that i can forget when we actually get together.....
if i were her, i will also get angry and damn sad..
that is why, i cant sleep......

i ...... haiz...... no words can desrible the feeling now....

hum,
back to work, after a week long break....
work is piling up,
manage to clear up somestuff before some ********
lucky, got my baby.... who support me ,
if not i think i will actually break down....
you are the only things that drive me...

Wooooo, Came back from our diving trip already...
hehe, we are certify Recreational Diver le....
Though we can only dive up to 18 meter...haha
Get to see so so so so many ..... Fishes and corals

i still cant believe that i am actually diving in to the sea....
cause inside,it really like a Big Aquarium i mean very very BIG....