Finally~~ i am back from 2 days sailing,
damn tired...
But....

I am so excited that my baby is coming from holiday,
yeah....
She is like complaining that the food is not better then the one that i cook and bought for her.... haha....

hehe, yeah yeah yeah,

"yes baby, i will take care of my self...
have already message you"

Cant wait to see you..

Off to work~~~


Cant sleep, tossing here and there....




MIssing her....

read a book and get this quote
"The first trick to happiness is to appreciated what we already got"
-Happiness Now-

Hum, true, Not many people will appreciate what they already got,instead they keep on complain this and that....
Learn to appreciate things around you... then you will be happy...

I have started to appreciate things around me , which include my family , my GF and my friends...Without them , i dont think i will be here typing this Post...
Thank you guys, i know that it hard to be with me, sorry for being so stubborn and inconsiderate at time....


"second day ,i am like losing someone i feel so lonely...,
i totally understand how you feel when i am oversea....,
staying at home ,here in singapore will feel so different
I miss you" Drop me a message"

DAMMMMMMMM IT!!!!!

My $80 Dollar samsung Phone is spoilt,
it barely less then 3 month, ARGGGGGGGGG


gOTTA Sent for repair....
GOD DAMN IT....

wooo.....

my baby should be playing game and chit chatting with her gals...
must enjoy ok?

.....Missing my baby so much already....
Dunno will she be reading my blog over at there..
hum, must upload pic let me see see see ok ????

Love love....

Just came back from my fire fighting training,
Wa, it so so so long ago when i last had my FF training....

Went over to Chong Pang Market to have our lunch,
Memories keep flashing back,
There is where i and her went for our Breakfast,lunch and Dinner....
I miss her so much......

i am real damn stupid

now i understand, why u said i dont care and understand you.....
i am really disappointed with myself , i really disappoint you....
i totally understand how can i lose you , who is so dearly and important to me....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....
i hate myself.....

Who knows how am i feeling now......

I have not been sleeping for like since yesterday....
today , i dont think i can sleep too.....
HAIZ.....












miss her so much

我现在才了解了，失去以后，才董得珍惜。。。

我后悔了，非常的后悔。。。

如果， 在给我一个机会，我会好好地珍惜你。。。

不让你难过。。

我会爱护你，了解你。。。。。。


我好想你，我爱你。。。。。。

I am going to work, :(
















Just hope that the handphone will just Ring
with your name?








PRAYING.........

No longer hoping to book out,
NOT excited to book out....
Not excited to get OFF....
NOT EXCITED TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE......




"I MISS YOU"

Last Ride Home...

I know it had been very tough for you this 1 Year 3 month 21 day...
As what you said, "if i love you , i should let you go"
Yes, I love you

For This 1 year Plus , i want you to know that it my happiest days in my life,
i never regret loving you,
i never regret being with you,
what i regret is i never appreciate the chance you had given to me,
i never change....

I am still holding on,
if there is one day, one day...
you said " let me hold your hand"
i will let you hold and let you see a CHANGE JERER...
i am not going to let you down ....
i will be a changed guy,

TILL THE DAY.......

wow, finally come back from sailing...
seasick not that good anyway,

actually nothing to write actuallY,
my baby, is sleeping so soundly haha,
shall join her to la la land too,



ZZzzZZzzZZZzZZzz

this week going to be a very hectic week again....
will go for sailing again ..

"MY HANDPHONE JUST SPOIL,IT BEYOND REAPIR"

that what the nokia service center say to me,
damn sea water, the PCB(print circuit board) just corrode,
just like that, due to seawater or ?????
haiz, that is what baby brought for me ,
haiz, going to buy a new hp,
at the mean time gotta use only samsung c170
that not a handphone for real messaging ,
but it a good phone to pick and hang phone,
hahaha......SORRY....

Dunno , this few days i am feeling damn fuck up,
a little things will make me boil up damm easily,

"happy 13 month ponyo"

For my first time of my life,
i have the worst headache,
after consuming 3 extra strong paracetamol,
there is no help to my headache,

worst, i have to go for my driving lesson in the evening,
time : 0430, i am time at TNB, arggg,
rush to baby house to get helmet,
at the same time rest for 10 min ,
trying to get the headache out , still , no use ....
it still in my head,

arggggg,i dont know what have happen to me,

while waiting for my baby,
i went to draw some cash from ATM machine,
while i am at the first ATM, after queueing for like say 10 min,
there is no more cash to be dispend to me,

arg, it mean i have to walk all the way to another shopping centre ,
so while i am waiting for my turn to draw, there came a lady,
she walk up to me and say in Mandarin

"hello, can you let me draw cash first, i am in a hurry"

in my heart i am like, ok, i dont mind letting you withdrawal first,
but what i said out shock her and shock me as well,

"i also need to draw" <-- in a very very furious and stern attitude

There is def something wrong with me,
i dont know why,
but would it be the headache
or
would it be someother reason

"thank you baby, for taking care of me ....
you are all that i need"

Yeah, i have one new polo-t..
hehe, i am love it so much,
thanks to peilee,

hehe, wow, i am now blogging consecutive for 3 days,
hehe, back to my blogging life,
so that my ponyo will know what happen to me,
no more complaining ,haha, :p

work work work work,
haven gone for my off for 1 month,
tired tired,

going to bathe and take a rest before starting my work again....
YAWN,

"baby, i really love the TOP that you bought for me,
Thank you"

Oh no, 29 July i ahve to go for my oversea attachment..
that mean that i have to get my diving at early july,
have to plan with my ponyo asap, to get the date done,

This month have to save save save le,

Handphone

i can't believe that my handphone fail me,
guess that is because of the heavy downpour today morning on my way to work...
arg, going to 7-11 or petrol kiosk to get a EHM ERM " lousy phone"
going to fix my belove phone which my baby bought for me...

what a lousy day today,

Guitar time while waiting for my baby...

"found BOYBOY le, YEaH!!"

Haven been blogging for so so so so so long...

Baby, keep asking me why i didn't blog...
hum, so now must blog le...
haha...

anyway, past few month fly by so fast....

things are not going right most of the time..
but, still we hold on together..
Thank you baby, for putting so much effort in our relationship....
baby, i know every thing, i understand everything...

Haiz,
been asking around my shipmate,
when u are with your gf, will you feel tired..
all of them give me the same ans...
YES!!!
ask them why, they cant really give the answer..
some give me answer like, Standing under the hot hot sun..
some ppl please really tell me the answer..
PLEASE...
I DONT WANT Z MONSTER ......

Diving trip
Till now i still cant give a date to ponyo,
casue too much sailing
too much duty
i have ask and june should be quite a good one...

Driving
Arg... Till now i only went for first lesson, so damn hard to book my pvt instructor..
arggggg, going to book him for all the weekend that i have shore leave....