WTF is it all about.

baby , i dont really like to be compare . . .
It hurt , when you compare me with the forgien worker. . . .
Baby , i have to close up for duty . . .i have to do my regular maintance to do , which is never ending . . . I have so many things pass down by my senior , which forever cannot be finish . . . I always cant get back my full strength , i need plenty of sleep . . . Esp someone who is so important and play a big part of my life . . . I know you are scare , 4 hour a day of chatting / doing thinis together.
Baby , i really hope you can understand. . .
I know it my fault that i didnt really pei you enough . . . Baby . . Baby , if the problem lies on my tireness then next time , i will stay in camp , to sleep . . . So i will have enough strength to be with you , fully charge . . . Haiz . . .

time's flies....

11 month have past..


we love.....

we miss.....

we quarrel....

we cycle

we joke...

we smile....

we ice skate..

we eat...

we shop....

we hug....

we hold hand....

we sayang each other...

we ride bike...

we fly kite...

we went haw par villa...

we went sentosa...

after reading your blog,
my heart just break in to pieces ,
i dont know what will happen...
i really have no confident,
i am comparing myself to him....
i am losing my faith...
i should have be with you, before him...
but, i am to late....
i should be more sensitive,
i should care about you more..
i should have more initiative to plan...
i should give in to you,
rather than keep quite and hide every things....
i should know more about you,

our stories, should it be a happy ever after?
or
He and she ........

i really dont know...
i am praying that he said NO
i know i am selfish about that,
that cause i love you
i want to be with you forever...


went sailing , been thinking alot of things
been looking at our picture..again again again and again
alot of mermories flash out,
i smile,
i tears,
i scold my self,
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