Wednesday, December 17, 2008

"WHAT HAVE I DONE"
"WHAT HAVE I DONE, TO DESERVE YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME"

Walking around around around the esplanade, hoping to see you by guts feeling, knowing that you have gone home.... but still believe my stubborn thinking, but i am wrong again again again again and again....

i now i have been hurting you so much that you are starting to hate me,
i have been doing things that is only , what i think is right,
hurting you by not being sensitive enough,thought that you like it, but eventually
you dont.

i know i have done so so so so much that i dont know myself,
i am truly truly sorry baby,
i want you to know that , I LOVE YOU

maybe i dont know myself well enough, by making mistake that i didnt know
thought everything is just so simple but i am wrong
i should ask myself " if i am living with me, how would it be like"

!!I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU, CAUSE YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!


Friday, December 05, 2008

i am having a FEVER
38.8....
i dont know why am i posting ..
but,

i just feel so lonely.....