Wednesday, December 17, 2008

"WHAT HAVE I DONE"
"WHAT HAVE I DONE, TO DESERVE YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME"

Walking around around around the esplanade, hoping to see you by guts feeling, knowing that you have gone home.... but still believe my stubborn thinking, but i am wrong again again again again and again....

i now i have been hurting you so much that you are starting to hate me,
i have been doing things that is only , what i think is right,
hurting you by not being sensitive enough,thought that you like it, but eventually
you dont.

i know i have done so so so so much that i dont know myself,
i am truly truly sorry baby,
i want you to know that , I LOVE YOU

maybe i dont know myself well enough, by making mistake that i didnt know
thought everything is just so simple but i am wrong
i should ask myself " if i am living with me, how would it be like"

!!I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU, CAUSE YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!


Friday, December 05, 2008

i am having a FEVER
38.8....
i dont know why am i posting ..
but,

i just feel so lonely.....

Friday, October 10, 2008

Now, i started to understand...

Companying you to study, waiting for you to finish your test...
if you really didnt did well, i am here to tell you everythings is all right....
i really need to treat everytime with you memorable every time...
YOU will always be my precious dar dar....
and always you willl.....be....

what a fruitful day for us, scolding each other with FRUIT name.... love love....

Monday, October 06, 2008

sitting inside you school, thinking what i should be doing....
Thinking back , for the past 6 months, did i make u feel love..
or did i make u sad....

I guess i hate myself, casue i am always making you cry
casue we are always quarreling....for small things that i should make u feel happy..

dar dar, i am very sorry.....
i know u hate that word "SORRY",
let my action said everythings ok dar..
let me prove that i am your MR RIGHT...
let me be your man, your one and only man..
let me be the one to share ur burden..
let me be the one to lent you my shoulder....
let me be the one to know everythings of your life....

I LOVE YOU....
it been very very very very long since update my blog.

i really make you disappointed,
i hate myself for doing that...

i dont want you to feel that way,
i want you to feel happy with me,
i want you to feel xin fu with me,

what you said actually knock a big hole inside my mind,
i should stop doing things, i love and like only...
i need to know how you feel ....

like what you said, i said go BYOP, but i didnt get everything prepare...


i really took you for granted , always think that you are always there for me...
i really didnt know till, you have told me....
i am just too insensitive ...


i love you darling,
i am going to change my attitude towards you,
casue you are too important in my life....
YIQUN, dont do the talk the talk, Do the walk the walk....

"some people watch things happen , some people wonder what has happen,But we makes things happen....

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

finaly finish extracting all my wisdom teeths....
i am so sorry darling, for not being there when u remove your wisdom teeth.
i know the feeling,
feeling lost,
feeling useless,
feeling so helpless,
feeling sad that my teeth is gone,
just need someone by yourside to tell you everything is ok,

dar, i want to be by yourside ,forever....

Ps:I LOVE YOU

Monday, May 26, 2008

I never knew i love you so much...

Never want to make you sad or unhappy .....
I just want to be with you the rest of my life....

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

"Reach Home Message me"

That the sentence that i always love to hear,
just feel like that first time i meet you, darling...
The first time you said that to me,
make me just want to reach home straight away,
so that i can call you instead of SMSing back to you.....

I am just so happy with you darling,
I love you

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I am just feeling .........
dont even know , how to describe it...

i know it my fault for riding like this,
cant blame the machine either..
cause i am the one who is riding it..
i am in control of that bloody machine..
i know sorry seems like just a word to said
but i cant said any other things other then that.....

nexttimejustwaitformetomeetyou

i am just feeling very down......




Sunday, May 04, 2008


Just been so love by you , darling...

Every small little thing make me feel so love by you,
Morning breakfast just taste so sweet...
Finding time for me while you are having your exam just feel so Lovely...
Little hug make me feel complete...
Gentle Kiss on the cheek take my breath away...
Holding our hand make me feel Blissful...

You are just my everything...
Make me feel like a Small Baby .....
I love you , Dar

Friday, May 02, 2008

Damn stupid , been activate to do some stuff...
started to hate life like this....
I am NOT FREE ,FOR THIS ENTIRE WEEK...

just feel so helpless ,
cant do anything....
waiting for phone call to ring and off to work...
Damn it......

Why people just being so selfish, to let their life easy they let other people life become so miserable.

can't they just find someone to do their work, argggg.... no words can describle my feeling ....Damn it.......



What come around goes around....
You will get your own taste of your own medicine.....

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I am so sorry....
falling asleep while watching movie for 3 continuos time...

I don't know why I keep falling asleep, Before enlistment I can stay awake watching movie in the night.. but Now , it seems that My body clock had set to night sleep mode... sitting on the cosy sofa chair and cosy dark room in the cinema , make me feel like Z monster is getting me anytime...

I know u are very disappointed , I will do what I can to stay awake... or otherwise afternoon movie sessions ,think I should not be slping le....

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I am just a luckiest and happiest guy on EARTH...
It been 22 Days together and i can said that is the happiest 22 days in my life.
I believe that our 22 days will be 22 month 22 years 22 centries.....
Let make our future together.




I dont know what happen to you, but it just so hurt to see you walk away like this.
And i cant do anything to make you feel better.......

Tuesday, April 15, 2008


**I am just so blissful with you**

Monday, March 24, 2008


Oppsssss haha.......




Wa.... Found this photo at my bro computer.... Wa.... vintage..... when i am FIT and having Dye Hair... when can i dye my hair again.... haiz........

Saturday, March 22, 2008











Pulau Ubin Trip
Long long long time since 331 met for outing, this weekend we have decided to go to Pulau Ubin.

Meet zm & dan at bedok interchange for stuff like wax burner,wet tissue and purification pill. As the water at Pulau Ubin is unportable drinking water,Easy to said "Rain Water".

Reach changi @ 1750 for lunch , Ayam Penek , yummmy... We make a detour at Jalan Batu Ubin ,first pit stop @ belatok hut near Jalan Ubin.. Have our late lunch + dinner ,first dog came cause our food is so delicious , then our most hate " mosquitoes ", i really mean big fat full of blood went zhi .we got stunk till dan light up the mosqitoes coil. Next destination "Mamam Campsite",remind me of T.K.P.S round Ubin Trip.(wonder how is the kids)

Reach Mamam setup tent , ready for dinner again. Setup cooking stuff , hot dog.. Then inside tent ,I keep pesting dan to cook curry chicken for me....
**Dan Dan cooking for us

Well, 3 of us is quite fusrated by a group of people who are fishing , creating lots of nuisance shouting , playing and fishing.. You see, we are all anglers... Please if you are fishing is there a need for you to shout nor playing over there. All camper is there to escape the urban life, that is why we are at Pulau Ubin enjoying peaceful and natural breeze .
**Please camper / Fisherman is you are going for fishing,please control your noise level.
For not disturbing the natural.**

Around 0230 hours, i suddenly jump up cause of my last trip to pulau ubin,The same place where i been bitten by sandfly at 0300++ .... Waking dan and zm up to move up to a non-sandy area, telling them sandfly we can't prevent but mosquitoes we can, so it would be better for us to stay at the ground level.Yup, in the end all been pest by me again....They have no choice but to pack up.

Actually we wanted to settle down at a near by hut, but dandan said she would rather go back to the jetty.....So off we go ,Through darkness with only touch light and headlamp....At around 0300 we reach the village head house, GOD!!!!! there is full of dog barking at us, but all we can see is green eyes with our touch shinning at them, So many pair of eyes,Arlight, At this point of time..... We are all scare till jaw drop, thinking that ,There is nothing that we can do.

After some try of moving forward , We have been force to step back again...
DISCUSSING /BRAINSTORMING
we come up with a solution, which is the best of all during this situation,We take side step moving away from the house,every step seems like hell,dandan was so scare that she keep pulling zm shirt...HAHA what to do u are a girl!! :0

well,finally we manage to pass the scary place or should i said exciting place,there is a reason why we insist of crossing through the dogs, here is the explanation:


  • if we take a detour , the distance we cover will be much more longer.
  • Overcome our fear
  • Since we come so far from main land, doing our first night trailing,we should make it a fruitfull one.HAHA
  • Next again, dogs problem , this time at the town of pulau ubin..... much more dogs,i really mean lot's of dog......zm and dan found a solution , that is take a detour by pass the town through sea food resturant to the beach then to jetty... haha

finally we reach jetty peace and sound, ZM keep pesting us for coconut....... but in the end he didnt manage to get it anyway (It too early zm)haha

dandan 7+ tourch light is damn powerfull wor..... hahahaaaa water proff somemore...... :P


Friday, March 21, 2008

Being long since I update my blog , have been thinking a lot this few week.

Asking my self who am I?
What is my goal?

Spending my days at home right after work, Traveling from east to west then west to east. My life have being programmed ,waking up at 0530 leaving house 0610 then wait for the 0615 bus taking 0630 MRT…..
See, I am losing my life ever since I am in the force, doing the same thing again again and again… Not complaining but feeling sick of it….

No time for my private life.
No time for Friends.

I am totally out of my life…….
My life as a Youngster
My Life as a son......
My life as a lover.......


I sorry for not being there for you, I don’t know what should I do…….

I am totally blank……
Someone please help me , Please!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

It been a long time ever since i fall sick...
cant take it.... past week haven been enduring.... with cough and flu...
fnally, yesterday body cant take it anymore..
restless,cough,fever,flu,bodyach....
wa, the feeling is like.....CMI..

what did happen this few week is ... actually nthing much to said..
as per normal lox... TUAS for harbour pratical.... that it.... dont talk le...
going to have my medience... then slp to recover myself...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

wa... damn long didnt post le..... hehe...
just flip throught my photo album, saw some of my photo....
hehe, here is some of it ... which i think i quite intresting de....haha


my dad and me

My mum and me with my fav Rat which is my bro de... hahaha

My Fav Photo

My fav Pic..... haha(fav clip toy..)

Me at dinner with tie wor... :P

Xiao Gui Ling

Sunday, February 10, 2008


Dwayne and me

ME

Me and BirdBird

Thursday, January 31, 2008



MSG Chin (course Commander) and Clarence not forgetting ME!!

wa.. been busy with my harbour practical this few week..
so many thing to remember ,so many things to understand...
been puuting 101% on that.. think back.... since when i am so hardworking
well, as in the last post.... being traveling to tuas fequently
haha... cant imagine that i really took train and bus every day....
lost touch to my bike le... haha.... but one thing good about taking train and bus is....
I AM SLP..hehe..... feel like i am back in secondary school... playing truant.....(SHhhhhhh)
hum, here a couple of pic that we took during our MEK lesson....
anyway, i am Cpl already hahaha.. it like finally.....

Wednesday, January 30, 2008



suddenly nthing to do .... then decide to compile a pic lol....

Thursday, January 24, 2008

hello,Just come back from jogging......

wa... how long i didnt post le.. HAHA..quite long le wor...
hehe, hum... been quite busy this few days...
Been travelling from Bedok to Tuas then Tuas To Bedok...
wa... haven calculate how much is the transport.. hehe....

5am have to wake up..
catch the 6am Bus to tanah merah....
Catch some nap during the transport time....
hehe... shit, my like is going to be slp slp slp slp and slp...
haha... cannot la.. must really get my Class 2a asap then class 2
get a big monster bike then i can go from east to west fast...
hehe....

Less time to enjoy myself... been jogging for past few days... JIAN FEI JIAN FEI....
hehe, tummy comming out... EXECRISE TIME...hehe

this few days also seem to be like...
Lesser SMS for Pei yu...
Lesser Calls for Pei Yu..
well, haiz.... thought even i am not free i cant sms her...
she can.... haiz....nvm....cant ask much from her neither....

maybe she is busy too.... :(
maybe i am not so important.... to her....
Lot's Lot's Lot's of maybe.... haiz......


Saturday, January 12, 2008

It a quite a long time that i didnt login and post le....
anyway, life still the same....
studying MEK, Harbour pratical... Blar blar blar...

well, good thing that have a bunch of good friends and classmate....
to have fun with....

OUR first Training Centre Interaction Day


MCMV and APV/PV


MCMV Clarence and YiQun

MCMV and MCV




Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008
old year have past, new year has start

i am the most xin fu guy in the world
went over to marina square to watch 2008 firework with you....
even though we barely can seet the firework.. but still it very meaning full 2007 last day with you...
WO HAO AI NI WOR...pei yu...

humm, beening having my block leave since 28/12/07 - 01/01/08 which is today...
book in lox.... well, been studying for my MEK for past week and i am quite sure why i signon...
cause i really love beeing a ME ,love being in the NAVY...
well, haven start my NEW YEAR resulotion yet....
i want to be with you,i want to have my rank,i want to be more controllable over my attitude...
i dont want my mum and dad to be worry.... casue i am old enough to handle thing now...
well, at this time is what i want to said.... hehehe