after meeting all thoes trainer...
Suddenly feel so EMO now..
Dunno what happen to me now..
Feel so wired...

The feeling
have come again
Hate that feeling
but still have to hand on to it...
is that consider LOVE..
or just me think too much le...
just hope that it can get over soon....
trying to destress through riding,
but that doesn't help much..
maybe just need to chill alone
at the beach

waiting for the Fishing trip tomorow ...
facing the sea is the only thing i can do!!!

suddenly have a feeling of loving someone ...again... hum....
but who will that be... who knows..
but it def a secret, which i will not leak out..
looking at her, make my heart beat fast...

just came back from camp yesterday, been doing camp for innova JC..
4 days straight doing kayaking instructor for exipetion.Cool huh?
now my skin colour most tan le.... whahahha

that school is hum... dont know what to said..
even with a min vol in the canteen .. they treat them as a pri kids..
we have to be more careful when using words on the kids...
but the teacher treat them more like a kids i can said..
But it only a comment.. nothing but comment...

been staying at camp for quite a period of time...
and now .. i really miss the bed of shi jue...
lol.... which is Jay...
dont see her so man what whatever...
she is damn fermine .....
if she have a longer hair i dont mind going after her....
maybe she is the type of girl i am after to...
who is so sporty and love the sea too(if i am not wrong)

well that for today.....
kids:u guys can organize your own outing like camping at East Coast Park...
what other place ma... But only thing is there should not have any campfire..
but BBQ is ok..lol

Alrite student.

Your school organise the school camp for a def reson.

1)make you guys overcome the problem in everyday life.

2)trust yourself more

3)built up ur team work , built bond together.

for my point of view , i do think that any of you guys have already done any of it.
but it doesn't mean that ,you have achieve inlife.Cause there is still room to improve.
appiled it to ur daily life.Even for ur studies,Proff to everyone that you aren't any simple person.
Make your parent proud of you, but most important

"Never gave up , when you didnt try",

but

"even if you try, dont gave up easily",

cause once gave up, always a failure.

For the camp, like i said in the tag , if you have the chance to camp again, be part of the camp more, if u really does, there would not be any more regret, But more on cherish.With that kinda of thinking you will enjoy the camp.It not the result but the process when friends share ideal,play,enjoy together.Friends is play a important part in life.So if you do agreed whati have said.Cherish them even when not in camp, then u will not have any more regret.

Instructor Jerer
p.s: if there is anything, do leave me a message at here or via E-mail.
would not be online for 4 days straight till 30th march.

yesterday, met gabie after class chalet first day.

before we proceed to CCAC, cool dude man!!

so p.s make u wait for like 1 hour.....

alrite , get in camp, talk cock for like the whole night.

trying to make crystal awake,damn funny la.

in the afternoon, have st partick FATHER and SON day.

went there to be a Kayaking Instructor.

met vincent the father, his son is so cute lox.

viano,lol..

went there by a power boat, to Changi saling club.

which inculde , gabie,pei zhi,jay,felicia,jimmy(gayboy) and last but not least ME.

damn messy lox , the starting of the event,

lucky we manage it smoothly.

get in to BANDIT, start our KAYAKING Orentation with the kids and Daddy.

the oganizer actually took all our time , by asking all 7 of us to move the kayaking out for them..

haiz , lucky the guys is macho and the girl is fit enough to move sia.....

then after that whole event, get back to chalet...

brought a cake there for ZORI , for his 21st birthday...

happy birthday dude....

after that proceed to changi airport,

guess what i actually slept at belt 13-14 at T1 ,alone

while waiting for gaybie,jay,peizhi,wayne,za,azie,yana,amad and a guy(which i forget his name)

while crank there for like a night..when time to get off to thailand.

for them except for me,jay,gabie and peizhi..

proceed back to camp, which is the nearest place to get in for resting.....

watch borat, talk cock, packup the room...

and see snake..... lol...

allrite that all for today, must slp early for kayaking , gonna be a KI for 4 days straight,...

Inova JC ...cheer

just come back from Beatty Sec school, Sec 2 camp..
Tired i can said....

Well, this bunch of kids .. is really hyper active, even thought they
maybe sort sort ,make me and fahan angry...But stillll

They still prove to me and an (mimi) that they are the best class in that school...

love you guys..

Well thx someone's who gave me a PACK of milo and a letter... THX ..
i am really touch by that.....
other trainer is so jealous about me and fahan , cause we actually have the best
responsive group.
it goes like this in the letter:

Dear Jerer Instructor
We're really very sorry!!
We had made you piss off...
get so angry and dissappointtment
really very sorry...
i have learnt alot of thing from you and fahan.
Thanks you for the care and help.

2n1'07 beatty.

Remember us,you are the BEST
ROCK ON!!!

the other one is on the milo pack.a very cute milo pack.
it goes like this on the surface of the pack:

We were sorry for what we have done!
and Thanks you for your care ,kind and understanding.


Which i dont really know who written this for me...
Maybe you could tell me when u bump to me on the street..
COOL dude.

Me and Farhan is actually very click...
We do all sort of thingy just to make our kids laugh.
We want our team to be the spot light of the Camp.
angin ,thx kids you prove us right...
WE LOVE YOU TOO .
will miss you guys, 2n1'07
2n1 Rock!!!!

early morning , have a sudden urge to go ECP(East Coast Park).

So grab all my Personal Stuff and head towards there.

Went over there , Feel so good when the sea breeze run trough my hair.

went to COFFEE BEAN and grap my fav "white Chocolate Dream" with extra Coco Bean.

chill there with just me and my Cup of WBE..

ZM came.... brought a Kite .. which cannot fly .. Try flying kite, till tu lan lox..after

1 hour of kite flying , the rescuse FAIL.lol

Late evening , went over to Plaza Singapura.meet up with gabie. then came Jay and Za..

we grap 5 ticket of Stomp-The-Yard.Poor jay have to hide here, hide there.cause she kinda of not going to her friends birthday.whahahahahhha..

GO where "UnderWear"

that goes round and round and round...

hum.. after that show.. SHEE SHA.... time..

that the time when Pola,wawa,long came....

Spend there talking cock... learning 2pit game... WTH...

lol , slack at the SHEE SHA shop for like till 0130...Chil man

Singapore River is our next desination,slack there ,lame chat .. till all of them went to lala land..only left with me and ZA . talk abit here abit there.. and jay was like ...woke up suddenly with a HUH?? face...

TIME TO GO HOME...

I'm really beaten from the inside...
this "Anderson kids" acutally is quite Good.
But because of Three Black Sheep..
Haiz.....
Cannot make it lox...try to act Ah beng...
Hum ... try harder next time...
try my best to change them ,but still ATTITUDE.

Gabie and i , damn tu lan lox... But still LL have to work..
Cause of this problematic Children, We are force to concentrate more.
Thought they are Mature enough,to Think of work.
But still,The three guys is trying to prove they are inmature.

The rest of them is damn soild, I LOVE YOU guys...You guys Rock...
Hope you all , learn from us... as much as possible..
Sorry , for giving you guys a face sometime ..Cause WE are very tired....

Anyway... good camp with you guys.. I will miss you ........

Meet up with nickly to get my Deed's From CMPB.Guess What
We only like get in for 5 min and off we go...What a waste of time..
Better sent it over to us...Koaz....

After went home to get my bike , off we go... To my fav place...
EAST COAST PARK...
Get chill over there with a Cup of "White Chocolate Dream" With Extra Coco Bean, from Coffee Bean.Talk lot's of crap ....

Then next,chat with someone and good that () have a postive thinking now... On studies... way to go.... If u reallly can Show me Good result, i do what i promise...

Yup back to my life, Went meet up with Sec school friends... Guess what... While riding at the VOID DECK...there is a Kotex Stuck to my tire.... Damn it... Lucky it still clean... KUKU lox... that person is just being so inconsiderate ...Throw it to the rubbish Chute... instead of showing off , let it lying around... Why can other girls be so responsible with their own "Auntie Visit", WHY cant you,%^%$%T&$%&, Damn it....

Argggggg....... Hate that...
What a joke of the DAY!!!!

Finally my last paper is finish ... Gave my self a Applause..Yeah....
The paper seem more easy then i thought...Think can get a 'A' ...
except for 1 qus i dunno the rest... hum..Proudly to said.. can get all correct.
brought myself a oakley Half Jacket.... cool huh...
hum... finally

No more book's ...
No more revision...
No more teacher...
No more waking up early ...
No more Uniform....

Relaz my self for the entire 3 month..
With Camp, Feel so relieve ..
tomorrow Anderson Sec Sch..
Wonder if they can be as sporty as CCHSM, and KSS annot

Test is tomorrow , I am still studying on it.
Feeling very emo suddenly looking at the photo from camp.
which taken from the camp.Miss my camp kidz.. Either from
chung cheng or kranji sec....

Hoping that the kidz can apply what they have learn from the camp.
like
Rock Climbing-> it tough getting to the top, but once u reach there
a very high acomplishment is there.
like taking exam, before going to exam study hard
, when result is out you will feel , YES i have done it.

General Station->Team work, communication.....

High Element ->Never Gave Up, impossible is nothing.... Dont gave up easily....
Proff to other's that u can do it.....

alrite going to go back to study my quality Control Techniques....
Hope tomorrow is a wasy paper....

Woooo .. i am back from camp and Exam ...
Well need to recap what happen this few days..

Went over to CCHM(chung Cheng High Main),
that school is really damn big....But to me , it look like Temple.(LOL)
me and Dan Dan went over there like a MAZE.. can't really expect that the
school is located in the middle of the private estate..Cool huh?? Some how or rather
it make me feel that this kids is really pamper.But they turn out to be very independent.

Alrite back to the camp,meet up my Kids at their school , But i am all alone.. 3 instructor is not there so i have to lead 4 group of kid, Quite challenging .Cool with them cause they are quite
tame...Feel quite slack too , Cause i have a Good SL (Student Leader) Zou Er.Thx babe , but u really have to puck up on ur Shouting...And try to be cool sometime...

Well , Guys if u guys hate me for being strict,shouting at you guys,topping excess rice or asking you guys to drink more water.... hum....I dont mind... cause I want you guys to learn.Topping more rice for u guys , hum.... U guys being doing activities which is quite energy exhausted,gave more energy to u ma... and Some more all of u is at the puberty age... More food = fast grow.. Lol...
you can see other group , have casuties like dehydration or what ever..... Thing ...BUT u guys is so fit...

You guys is really cooperative , THX YOU..... hope u will remember what happen this 3 days , sorry for not being there for the last day... cause i have exam .... Remember ur team work, Friends and not forgetting JERER!! ur hamsome Instructor ...

hope u guys learn lot's at camp

Golden RULZ.........
Gotta Miss you guys ..........
All the BEST FOR UR FUTURE
if see me , must call me wor.. i may forget but u will not forget me...
CAUSE i am JERER TAN

Thursday recieve a call from Changi Naval Base, guess it sound so serious...but it turn out to be a happy incident..
i will be enlist in june.....Whahaha which is 4 month from now... feel so bless.. thought i suppose to enlist straight after i finish my exam...
Well, at least can enjoy life for 4 month..
Gotta do lot's of thing.. without study.... Cheer...
Kayaking and power boat.. here i come..
Class 2A u are just close.. only left 1 last practical and TP le..
Chopper is waiting for me , gotta finish it fast before i enlist....

I MISS my kayaking kaki....cause they will be doing their lvl 2 for 3 weekend.
gotta pass guys, then we can go kayaking soon again.. with all of us the SAME "DANCER"